The Last Day Of 2009

Lao po, this is the last day we pass this year together.
How do u feel?
Is it new life is coming soon?
Have u prepare for it?
2010 de us, will how ler?
Will us still the same or getting more n more better?
(I dont mean our relation not good)

Without thinking too much,
hope everything will getting more smooth.
This day doesnt means alot for us.
But it is a day between 2009 n 2010.
There are more things we need to face,
There are more challenge..
We must pass all the problems together k?
Time will do,
juz keep it up.
I believe we can de ^^

Lao po, give me ur hand... :)
Lets step forward to the new year.
Another new date,
another new start,
another new life...
another new diary.
Time to say goodbye to 2009,
the next post will be 2010 already.
I wonder wad will we face next.
Cant wait to pass this year wit lao po ><
Anyway, my heart will always be wit u...
I love u.

My Past

This night,
I told her all my past,
those day when im having a play boy life.
I feel lots better.
but my heart dont feel well.
full wit nei jiu.
im glad that u accepted it.

We together for so long time le.
I guess this is the suitable time for me to tell it to lao po.
I should not lie to u n hide this from u,
because this thing u need to know n accept de.
Luckily,
U accepted my appologies.
I feel better,
but in the other way I really feel very sorry.

Actually,
im more bad than u aspect.
U always think tat u're bad,
u're wrong, im actually worst.
Im being honest to u.
And im not trying to run away this fact from lao po.
Im sorry.
I hope u accept it.

Lao po, after telling u all my past,
u sure filled wit question marks le.
i already told u all the stuff by phone le.
and i dont hope to post it here.
Juz u n me know k? :)
Hug hug ^^

Our 10th Month

After SPM,

life seems different...

my life filled wit outing n working,

I miss my school life,

esspecially the school life wit u...

many sweetness, risk, joys n tears,

we had already past in school together...

Can say as our love grows from there,

the school is juz like a seed,

because everything starts from there.

Im leaving secondary school,

but lao po havent,

lao po de sure very stress le,

coz lao po need to face SPM,

and u got alot of things need to catch up.

Lao po jia you orh...

Im going for further study,

my lifestyle will change.

but it doesnt means my love to u will change.

We together,

not see who see whether who treat who better de,

also not see other ppl xing fu onot de.

Most important is our heart bond together,

we both are really 100% love each other d.

Den enough le..

I seriously dont care ones beauty or richness.

Lao po, i love u...

I choose to love u, i never feel regret to be wit u.

Because u are the one I onli love,

no one can replace u ^^

I said it, i meant it,

lao po dont think too much o,

believe me ^^

Christmas eve was our 10th month together.

This few days I also busy,

Im sorry tat i post this blog late...

Today 28th, we had dating.

We watch avartar together wit her friend.

We went to Boston there celebrate SL's bday.

Saturday lao po go there,

Sunday I go there,

Den today we go there together.

Funny sia ><

After tat we went for the movie.

This time no more Chipster le oo..

The movie was great,

I gave her the ring,

I find at many place le,

at 1st lao po say the place i bought the ring lao po lost de sold out le,

But surprisingly I found the ring there...

I bought it on our anniversary day and gave her today.

I hope lao po will like it, will feel very happy too.

Dont lost it agn o.

The cinema room are very cold.

Until I keep ah chiu le,

me n her hug each other tight XD

it was so relax n warm to hug together wit lao po.

I even sleep on her shoulder,

I almost become a baby and fell asleep le..

Arrrrrrr, miss that moment alot!

Then, we went to Mcd and eat together,

she ordered Mc Chicken n I ordered Big Mac,

it's glad to see lao po get well jor.

But she seems tired...

and her yao getting more pain le.

Kinna worry abt her.

Badly, I spoke wrong thing,

I make lao po angry le.

Im very sorry...

I even make her nearly cry.

I hate myself!!!...

Beat me, denda me, or bite me arr...

Lao po was juz too care abt my words,

after I tam, lao po jiu start ok le.

Im sorry o, my mulut sui, hurt dao u...

Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

sayang back...

sek fan~~

Recently I always get injured while working,

I promise u I'll be careful.

Dont worry o...

Other than that, we do have a great time there.

Lao po, next week school reopen le,

wake up le oo...

Time to get ready and study o.

Wake up wake up!!!

Lao gong knock knock,

jia you arrrr...

I guess I had to stop here le,

lao po, muackx.

Love u ^^

Days Without You..

Lao po arrr,
since u went to China,
I miss u so much!!!
I cant sleep well,
my mind is full of u...

My phone very silence le,
lao po dint pei me msg le,
lao po dint sleep wit me le,
I cant listen lao po voice,
Very miss u nor T.T
I onli can see lao po de pic pic...
When I received ur msg,
I feel so happy XD

Lao po must be very cold le,
Lao gong hug hug k?
Dunno lao po feel happy at there onot ler?
Lao po, got feel relax mou?
There nice to play marrr?

I got work during this few days,
Tired tired, I wan lao po massage for me ><
I have to wait until 16th Dec lao po onli come back,
Arrr, 3 more days to go, lao po faster come back T.T
I wish I could go travel wit lao po in one day.
I wanted to experience it wit lao po XD
Btw, I came back from US since im a baby until now,
I never go other country before...
Not even Langkawi, Penang, or even Johor ><
Hehe...

Y this day past until so long d?
8 days like passing 80 days ><
I feel lonely without lao po...
Huhu, lao po must play happily n faster come back..
Ur lao gong is waiting for u..
Muackx. I have to go work now le,
I'll stop here k?
Love you ^^

China...

On 8th December,

lao po will go to China for 8 days.

Argh, i'll miss lao po alotttt T.T

These days I sure very lonely le,

my phone sure wont ring that often.

lao po ar lao po,

Im worry lao po, coz u go so far...

Im feel lonely, even there's frens wit me,

I will feel lonely too, because u are not around me,

I miss ur text messages and ur voice,

I will feel hard to sleep,

Coz without lao po pei me...

But, I'll wait for lao po,

my heart will always got lao po de,

I love u...

Lao po, be save,

wear more shirts because it is cold outside.

imagine lao gong hug hug :D

Drink more water n dont get sick...

Remember to take good care of urself.

Dont get hurt...

Faster come back TnT

(ur this lao gong long gas again le ><)

I guess, i will keep on looking at phone like sha lao and waiting for ur msg :P

Arrrrr, lao po arrrr...

Dont go T.T

Take care~~

Hmm, tml I finish my SPM le.

I feel so happy n feel so sad too,

I happy is because I finish my secondary school le,

I can learn to drive car, drive lao po out, wuhuu!

I can work n earn some money for myself,

then I can yang lao po too XD

I can be free le...

I can go anywhere to find lao po le :P

But in the sad part,

I bu she de leave secondary school,

because I cant see lao po often le,

I cant hold and kiss lao po often le,

and I cant look after lao po in school T.T

We cant be together that often jor.

Both of us sure miss each other alot,

the onli way we can meet is saturday activity,
or friday stay back after school (maybe?).

When I think abt that before my SPM start,

I cried sometimes...

I hope time will pass faster,

so that we can officially pak toh together le,

so that lao po's parents 100% allow us pak toh le ><

Lao po, we juz need to tahan until lao po finish secondary school

Lao gong will always help u n support u.

After lao po finish SPM,

that time lao po free le, we can have more time together also.

Next year is a hard year for us,

especially dragging out our time n be together...

But, we must try our best k?

I love u lao po zai ^~^

Lao po...

Take care k?

Lao gong always in ur heart...

Muackx ^^

Slap...

Today,

my heart very very pain...

After seeing lao po in school.

Lao po could not smile for no reason.

I was kinda worry abt lao po.

Maybe, something bad really wil happen?

When I reach home,

lao po felt tired today.

We both took an afternoon nap.

After I wake up,

something bad did happened.

Lao po kena slap by her father.

When I get to know that,

I closed my eye...

I feel sad and angry...

I really wanted to go to her house,

and tell them how my lao po feel.

My heart very uncomfortable,

full of worry of her...

I wanna be beside her now n give her my shoulder.

When lao po say that she dun wanna live at her house,

I really wanted to see her parents n talk wit them.

Or,

I wanted to ask lao po to live at my house...

I really dunno y,

nowadays, 16 age n above de teenager...

Did not have freedom ma?

Even at home,using the computer also got fault?

Y parents nowadays cannot understand their son or daughter d?

We really so hard to understand de ma?

Everything we want to do also restricted ma?

The social really very bad ma?

Teenager could not stand a chance to have freedom at home?

Even online at home n watch movie, also kena scold,

until kena slap ma?

Then wad is a home is?

A hell?

As teenager will grow, we are not children anymore,

we are heading to adult soon...

The way we talk shouldnt be same like last time.

I guess,

maybe lao po's daddy is in bad mood,

not understand lao po enough,

or could not accept the way lao po talk?

There are many ways to settle this kind of problem,

maybe lao po's dad n lao po can sit down n have a talk?

maybe lao po's dad can denda lao po also...

But y until SLAP?!?!

Y parent could not understand wad their son or daughter thinking de?

Lao po, im really worry abt u...

Please reply my message as soon as possible.

I know, lao po sure feel very pain now...

and kena slap is not a good thing to 受.

Hard to tahan de...

But lao gong is here,

lao gong pei u,

dont sad le...

dont cry...

Lao gong sek fan k?

Cheer up!

Muackx...

Mid Valley

On Wednesday 2/Dec/09,

I had a wonderful day wit my lao po.

We have dating in mid valley on that day.

Wuhuu~ So happy lerh.

Feel so gan chiong~

I have exam on that day,

which is science.

The paper really sux...

Paper 1 easy, paper 2 hard sia..

Anyway, my SPM is almost finish.

I feel so relax n happy now.

Thx lao po for supporting me all the time also.

Muackx!

Haih, I did not done well in my exam.

There's still one more subject left.

After the exam, I went there n wait for lao po.

We gather together and makan at Nando.

Lao po geh zhi mui also there,

and they wanted to celebrate yang's n yean wei's bday.

Lao po wear until so nice ler,

unlike me :(

The movie start on 2.40pm.

So we walk around at there 1st.

It considered as the 2nd time we watch movie in cinema together.

And also considered as the 1st time we hold hand n pak toh in a shopping mall.

I very happy to spend that moment wit her.

Holding lao pode hand, without and fear,

but full wit happiness geh walk...

Sha dao keep on laugh le :X

Lao po ar lao po,

When we hold our hand n walking..

I can imagine our future.

I wanted to protect lao po zai forever ^^

I can see that future de us,

Holding hand n pak toh,

together pass sweet sweet de moment,

We will meet each other de moment,

have dinner together.

Two family even eat together,

I drive lao po go out from ur house,

and many ooo...

Muakakaka... I sot plug le.

I really very love u.

Lao po, u are my forever.

I dont care how other ppl tries to get me from u.

Other ppl cannot get me away from u.

Coz lao po locked me in ur heart le.

I also dont care how lao po looks like, or become until how.

I believe in lao po, i trust lao po.. I love lao po...

So I will love u 100%, wit my pure heart ^^

Even lao po looks ugly or fat...

I also wont mind...

Coz my mind is full of u...

U gave me the forever de feel.

U gave me ur 100% love..

There's no reason that I'll leave u.

I dont care lao po turn cacat le or how,

I will keep on protect lao po...

And ensure lao po is safe^^

Before the movie, we went to pet shop.

Lao po likes gou gou very much.

Hehe, I was wondering...

When we live together le,

we should pet one doggy...

Muakaka, I think too far le ><

Then, we went for the movie,

which is New Moon,

Before that we bought lao po de favorite foods n drink.

Which is chipster spicy n ma tai drinks.

We sit at row G 1 n 2...

The movie started late,

lao po is worry that her father will scold her for going out.

Im worry lao po too... I scare that she will kena scold.

While watching, I hold lao po hand.

It really feels very great.

Lao po geh yao pain, I heart pain sia.

Keep on urut for lao po ><

Lao po wei me eat n drinks o...

I feel so xing fu because lao po wei me XD

As well as me,

I do wei lao po eat lao po de favorite chips n drinks.

Kakaka, the scene was very lovely.

Lao po do kiss me during the movie ><

Lum sei me le!~

After that, we are going back le.

Got bu she de de feel... T.T

We sit KTM back to connaught onli go back d.

While in the train, it is fully packed wit ppl.

To protect lao po,

I one hand hug zhe lao po, another hand hold the tiang.

So that lao po is save from kena touch by other ppl.

Hehe, i guess lao po sure feel very safety le XD

It was the 1st time we sit train together.

Hmm, isnt it lovely? :P

No longer, we reached BTS station.

I went into the bus n heading back.

Lao po still waiting for her mom.

When the bus moving, i keep on look at her...

Until I could not see her...

Arrrr, I started miss her le...

Lao po, when will we have a chance to be together like that day?

Time is moving fast...

Im leaving my secondary school le,

n lao po still got one year to face.

and of course SPM.

Lao po, tolerate wit it k?

I will support u de!

In this 9 month+,

Our relation really grows alot..

Although it is not fast,

but we are increasing our love day by day.

we are also digesting our love n cares day by day in our heart.

Our relation n love will getting more deep n close.

Our memories will gather more n more~

Same as our love.

Lao po...

I love u!

I feel happy have u in my life.

Without u, my life will be kosong.

I will be useless...

Muackx~