The Last Day Of 2009

Lao po, this is the last day we pass this year together.
How do u feel?
Is it new life is coming soon?
Have u prepare for it?
2010 de us, will how ler?
Will us still the same or getting more n more better?
(I dont mean our relation not good)

Without thinking too much,
hope everything will getting more smooth.
This day doesnt means alot for us.
But it is a day between 2009 n 2010.
There are more things we need to face,
There are more challenge..
We must pass all the problems together k?
Time will do,
juz keep it up.
I believe we can de ^^

Lao po, give me ur hand... :)
Lets step forward to the new year.
Another new date,
another new start,
another new life...
another new diary.
Time to say goodbye to 2009,
the next post will be 2010 already.
I wonder wad will we face next.
Cant wait to pass this year wit lao po ><
Anyway, my heart will always be wit u...
I love u.

My Past

This night,
I told her all my past,
those day when im having a play boy life.
I feel lots better.
but my heart dont feel well.
full wit nei jiu.
im glad that u accepted it.

We together for so long time le.
I guess this is the suitable time for me to tell it to lao po.
I should not lie to u n hide this from u,
because this thing u need to know n accept de.
Luckily,
U accepted my appologies.
I feel better,
but in the other way I really feel very sorry.

Actually,
im more bad than u aspect.
U always think tat u're bad,
u're wrong, im actually worst.
Im being honest to u.
And im not trying to run away this fact from lao po.
Im sorry.
I hope u accept it.

Lao po, after telling u all my past,
u sure filled wit question marks le.
i already told u all the stuff by phone le.
and i dont hope to post it here.
Juz u n me know k? :)
Hug hug ^^

Our 10th Month

After SPM,

life seems different...

my life filled wit outing n working,

I miss my school life,

esspecially the school life wit u...

many sweetness, risk, joys n tears,

we had already past in school together...

Can say as our love grows from there,

the school is juz like a seed,

because everything starts from there.

Im leaving secondary school,

but lao po havent,

lao po de sure very stress le,

coz lao po need to face SPM,

and u got alot of things need to catch up.

Lao po jia you orh...

Im going for further study,

my lifestyle will change.

but it doesnt means my love to u will change.

We together,

not see who see whether who treat who better de,

also not see other ppl xing fu onot de.

Most important is our heart bond together,

we both are really 100% love each other d.

Den enough le..

I seriously dont care ones beauty or richness.

Lao po, i love u...

I choose to love u, i never feel regret to be wit u.

Because u are the one I onli love,

no one can replace u ^^

I said it, i meant it,

lao po dont think too much o,

believe me ^^

Christmas eve was our 10th month together.

This few days I also busy,

Im sorry tat i post this blog late...

Today 28th, we had dating.

We watch avartar together wit her friend.

We went to Boston there celebrate SL's bday.

Saturday lao po go there,

Sunday I go there,

Den today we go there together.

Funny sia ><

After tat we went for the movie.

This time no more Chipster le oo..

The movie was great,

I gave her the ring,

I find at many place le,

at 1st lao po say the place i bought the ring lao po lost de sold out le,

But surprisingly I found the ring there...

I bought it on our anniversary day and gave her today.

I hope lao po will like it, will feel very happy too.

Dont lost it agn o.

The cinema room are very cold.

Until I keep ah chiu le,

me n her hug each other tight XD

it was so relax n warm to hug together wit lao po.

I even sleep on her shoulder,

I almost become a baby and fell asleep le..

Arrrrrrr, miss that moment alot!

Then, we went to Mcd and eat together,

she ordered Mc Chicken n I ordered Big Mac,

it's glad to see lao po get well jor.

But she seems tired...

and her yao getting more pain le.

Kinna worry abt her.

Badly, I spoke wrong thing,

I make lao po angry le.

Im very sorry...

I even make her nearly cry.

I hate myself!!!...

Beat me, denda me, or bite me arr...

Lao po was juz too care abt my words,

after I tam, lao po jiu start ok le.

Im sorry o, my mulut sui, hurt dao u...

Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

sayang back...

sek fan~~

Recently I always get injured while working,

I promise u I'll be careful.

Dont worry o...

Other than that, we do have a great time there.

Lao po, next week school reopen le,

wake up le oo...

Time to get ready and study o.

Wake up wake up!!!

Lao gong knock knock,

jia you arrrr...

I guess I had to stop here le,

lao po, muackx.

Love u ^^

Days Without You..

Lao po arrr,
since u went to China,
I miss u so much!!!
I cant sleep well,
my mind is full of u...

My phone very silence le,
lao po dint pei me msg le,
lao po dint sleep wit me le,
I cant listen lao po voice,
Very miss u nor T.T
I onli can see lao po de pic pic...
When I received ur msg,
I feel so happy XD

Lao po must be very cold le,
Lao gong hug hug k?
Dunno lao po feel happy at there onot ler?
Lao po, got feel relax mou?
There nice to play marrr?

I got work during this few days,
Tired tired, I wan lao po massage for me ><
I have to wait until 16th Dec lao po onli come back,
Arrr, 3 more days to go, lao po faster come back T.T
I wish I could go travel wit lao po in one day.
I wanted to experience it wit lao po XD
Btw, I came back from US since im a baby until now,
I never go other country before...
Not even Langkawi, Penang, or even Johor ><
Hehe...

Y this day past until so long d?
8 days like passing 80 days ><
I feel lonely without lao po...
Huhu, lao po must play happily n faster come back..
Ur lao gong is waiting for u..
Muackx. I have to go work now le,
I'll stop here k?
Love you ^^

China...

On 8th December,

lao po will go to China for 8 days.

Argh, i'll miss lao po alotttt T.T

These days I sure very lonely le,

my phone sure wont ring that often.

lao po ar lao po,

Im worry lao po, coz u go so far...

Im feel lonely, even there's frens wit me,

I will feel lonely too, because u are not around me,

I miss ur text messages and ur voice,

I will feel hard to sleep,

Coz without lao po pei me...

But, I'll wait for lao po,

my heart will always got lao po de,

I love u...

Lao po, be save,

wear more shirts because it is cold outside.

imagine lao gong hug hug :D

Drink more water n dont get sick...

Remember to take good care of urself.

Dont get hurt...

Faster come back TnT

(ur this lao gong long gas again le ><)

I guess, i will keep on looking at phone like sha lao and waiting for ur msg :P

Arrrrr, lao po arrrr...

Dont go T.T

Take care~~

Hmm, tml I finish my SPM le.

I feel so happy n feel so sad too,

I happy is because I finish my secondary school le,

I can learn to drive car, drive lao po out, wuhuu!

I can work n earn some money for myself,

then I can yang lao po too XD

I can be free le...

I can go anywhere to find lao po le :P

But in the sad part,

I bu she de leave secondary school,

because I cant see lao po often le,

I cant hold and kiss lao po often le,

and I cant look after lao po in school T.T

We cant be together that often jor.

Both of us sure miss each other alot,

the onli way we can meet is saturday activity,
or friday stay back after school (maybe?).

When I think abt that before my SPM start,

I cried sometimes...

I hope time will pass faster,

so that we can officially pak toh together le,

so that lao po's parents 100% allow us pak toh le ><

Lao po, we juz need to tahan until lao po finish secondary school

Lao gong will always help u n support u.

After lao po finish SPM,

that time lao po free le, we can have more time together also.

Next year is a hard year for us,

especially dragging out our time n be together...

But, we must try our best k?

I love u lao po zai ^~^

Lao po...

Take care k?

Lao gong always in ur heart...

Muackx ^^

Slap...

Today,

my heart very very pain...

After seeing lao po in school.

Lao po could not smile for no reason.

I was kinda worry abt lao po.

Maybe, something bad really wil happen?

When I reach home,

lao po felt tired today.

We both took an afternoon nap.

After I wake up,

something bad did happened.

Lao po kena slap by her father.

When I get to know that,

I closed my eye...

I feel sad and angry...

I really wanted to go to her house,

and tell them how my lao po feel.

My heart very uncomfortable,

full of worry of her...

I wanna be beside her now n give her my shoulder.

When lao po say that she dun wanna live at her house,

I really wanted to see her parents n talk wit them.

Or,

I wanted to ask lao po to live at my house...

I really dunno y,

nowadays, 16 age n above de teenager...

Did not have freedom ma?

Even at home,using the computer also got fault?

Y parents nowadays cannot understand their son or daughter d?

We really so hard to understand de ma?

Everything we want to do also restricted ma?

The social really very bad ma?

Teenager could not stand a chance to have freedom at home?

Even online at home n watch movie, also kena scold,

until kena slap ma?

Then wad is a home is?

A hell?

As teenager will grow, we are not children anymore,

we are heading to adult soon...

The way we talk shouldnt be same like last time.

I guess,

maybe lao po's daddy is in bad mood,

not understand lao po enough,

or could not accept the way lao po talk?

There are many ways to settle this kind of problem,

maybe lao po's dad n lao po can sit down n have a talk?

maybe lao po's dad can denda lao po also...

But y until SLAP?!?!

Y parent could not understand wad their son or daughter thinking de?

Lao po, im really worry abt u...

Please reply my message as soon as possible.

I know, lao po sure feel very pain now...

and kena slap is not a good thing to 受.

Hard to tahan de...

But lao gong is here,

lao gong pei u,

dont sad le...

dont cry...

Lao gong sek fan k?

Cheer up!

Muackx...

Mid Valley

On Wednesday 2/Dec/09,

I had a wonderful day wit my lao po.

We have dating in mid valley on that day.

Wuhuu~ So happy lerh.

Feel so gan chiong~

I have exam on that day,

which is science.

The paper really sux...

Paper 1 easy, paper 2 hard sia..

Anyway, my SPM is almost finish.

I feel so relax n happy now.

Thx lao po for supporting me all the time also.

Muackx!

Haih, I did not done well in my exam.

There's still one more subject left.

After the exam, I went there n wait for lao po.

We gather together and makan at Nando.

Lao po geh zhi mui also there,

and they wanted to celebrate yang's n yean wei's bday.

Lao po wear until so nice ler,

unlike me :(

The movie start on 2.40pm.

So we walk around at there 1st.

It considered as the 2nd time we watch movie in cinema together.

And also considered as the 1st time we hold hand n pak toh in a shopping mall.

I very happy to spend that moment wit her.

Holding lao pode hand, without and fear,

but full wit happiness geh walk...

Sha dao keep on laugh le :X

Lao po ar lao po,

When we hold our hand n walking..

I can imagine our future.

I wanted to protect lao po zai forever ^^

I can see that future de us,

Holding hand n pak toh,

together pass sweet sweet de moment,

We will meet each other de moment,

have dinner together.

Two family even eat together,

I drive lao po go out from ur house,

and many ooo...

Muakakaka... I sot plug le.

I really very love u.

Lao po, u are my forever.

I dont care how other ppl tries to get me from u.

Other ppl cannot get me away from u.

Coz lao po locked me in ur heart le.

I also dont care how lao po looks like, or become until how.

I believe in lao po, i trust lao po.. I love lao po...

So I will love u 100%, wit my pure heart ^^

Even lao po looks ugly or fat...

I also wont mind...

Coz my mind is full of u...

U gave me the forever de feel.

U gave me ur 100% love..

There's no reason that I'll leave u.

I dont care lao po turn cacat le or how,

I will keep on protect lao po...

And ensure lao po is safe^^

Before the movie, we went to pet shop.

Lao po likes gou gou very much.

Hehe, I was wondering...

When we live together le,

we should pet one doggy...

Muakaka, I think too far le ><

Then, we went for the movie,

which is New Moon,

Before that we bought lao po de favorite foods n drink.

Which is chipster spicy n ma tai drinks.

We sit at row G 1 n 2...

The movie started late,

lao po is worry that her father will scold her for going out.

Im worry lao po too... I scare that she will kena scold.

While watching, I hold lao po hand.

It really feels very great.

Lao po geh yao pain, I heart pain sia.

Keep on urut for lao po ><

Lao po wei me eat n drinks o...

I feel so xing fu because lao po wei me XD

As well as me,

I do wei lao po eat lao po de favorite chips n drinks.

Kakaka, the scene was very lovely.

Lao po do kiss me during the movie ><

Lum sei me le!~

After that, we are going back le.

Got bu she de de feel... T.T

We sit KTM back to connaught onli go back d.

While in the train, it is fully packed wit ppl.

To protect lao po,

I one hand hug zhe lao po, another hand hold the tiang.

So that lao po is save from kena touch by other ppl.

Hehe, i guess lao po sure feel very safety le XD

It was the 1st time we sit train together.

Hmm, isnt it lovely? :P

No longer, we reached BTS station.

I went into the bus n heading back.

Lao po still waiting for her mom.

When the bus moving, i keep on look at her...

Until I could not see her...

Arrrr, I started miss her le...

Lao po, when will we have a chance to be together like that day?

Time is moving fast...

Im leaving my secondary school le,

n lao po still got one year to face.

and of course SPM.

Lao po, tolerate wit it k?

I will support u de!

In this 9 month+,

Our relation really grows alot..

Although it is not fast,

but we are increasing our love day by day.

we are also digesting our love n cares day by day in our heart.

Our relation n love will getting more deep n close.

Our memories will gather more n more~

Same as our love.

Lao po...

I love u!

I feel happy have u in my life.

Without u, my life will be kosong.

I will be useless...

Muackx~

React

It was raining season...

I am having my SPM examination.

Although I looks nothing,

but, I feel very complicate...

I dont know wad im thinking.

Seems that this exam gives me alot of pressure.

The day before my examination,

I would like to thx lao po for the sudden appear.

I am surprise n I feel very happy to see u there.

I really wanted to come over n sit beside u.

N when I tell Ken that I wanted to sit beside u,

his mood change, he say he will be alone after I go.

Since he open his mouth, I could not sit beside lao po.

I asked lao po to sit wit me, but she could not too.

Coz her junior was there.

Although it was a disappointing one,

But it's really fine for me,

I really feel very happy to see lao po there le.

Lao po, I really not purposely duwan sit wit u demi fren d.

But I really cant leave him alone,

因为他已经开了口说他会孤独.

So I am forced to sit wit him.

Lao po, I guess u know the feeling le ba?

although I am really not purpose.

Abt that night, sorry...

I gave ur mommy scold, n I made u unhappy.

Lao po, dont die...

Lao po, dont lie to me...

Dont hide anythings from me...

Every ppl got their anger, it depends how u look into the matter.

Actually I know wad ur mood.

I can see the colour in ur heart.

U are always unhappy.

Actually I feel very wrong.

Sometimes I even think that im not deserve to be a good bf for u.

Die de is me...

My heart, full of u...

When I read ur blog,

I tell myself, "I know wad u are thinking now."

U leave comment on facebook,

I do feel very happy, but I dont dare to reply the comment.

I scare ur mommy saw wad I reply.

Im sorry

About that word,

I wont use those kind of words le k?

U dont like, juz let lao gong know.

Dont keep it inside ur heart.

Its ok for u to tell me, I'll accept it.

Im sorry once agn.

I really dunno how to help lao po.

My mind is blank except u.

I dreamed u everyday.

I miss u every moment.

My mind juz full of u...

And I feel very sorry,

Because I made lao po dropped so many tears.

Ur heart always pain.

Lao po, I dont know wad happened to us.

Both of us seems like cold cold already.

Can we talk abt this?

Lao po, after listen words from my father.

I feel that im very lucky to have u in my life.

I feel very happy, because I dint choose a wrong person to love.

And I would like to tell lao po again.

I onli love u, I love u forever ^^

I wont leave u!

Great Thanks...

Lao po,

I really wan to thx u for supporting me all the time.

On 7th Nov Sat,

U gifted me a set of stationary tools.

U know im going to have SPM soon le.

U prepare this things to me...

Thx lao po, really thx u for supporting me.

From the moment I received it from u,

I know that gift is a set of stationary tools.

I feel so happy, very very happy...

U know this big head prawn lao gong wont prepare until last minute de,

U helped me...

This feeling really very happy n cheerful...

Muackx!!

It was the 1st time I received a letter from u.

It was written by u.

When I see the words u wrote inside,

I can feel it from the words.

I feel touched,

although it is simple, but it means alot to me.

Lao po, no matter how, no matter wad,

I wont leave u...

Mark my words, believe me~

U are the best person in my life.

Only lao po can makes me happy.

Only u could decide the weather in my life.

:), lao po, I love u...

I will try my best to do well in my exam...

Thx u, Muackx!!!~

Love lao po forever :D

Since we are together,

wad i had contributed for u,

wad i had done for u,

all the things that i had did just for u...

did i do i correctly?

or i did it all in wrong way?

I tried my real best already,

I dint receive any words from u,

I cant read ur answer,

I dont know how will u feel towards me.

Lao po,

Can u feel my love, my care?

Sometimes,

i would sit on the sofa,

listen to the music,

sleep on the bed,

or even stand at there,

doing nothing but juz thinking of u.

Since very long time ago,

I knew how to cover my emotions.

All I have to do is smile.

Today, I dont care whether i am happy or not,

all i have to do is smile.

When im happy, I smile.

When im not happy, I smile too.

But when the time I am beside u,

I feel happy...very happy...

Thats where my true smiles from...

My mind getting blank, except u.

I dont know, i juz wan to help lao po.

Im moving deeper into lao po's life,

I juz wanna keep moving, n keep moving...

Until u can get pure happiness from me.

I dont know whether im important for u onot.

But I still tried my best to be as good as possible.

I never force myself to do that,

I do it by my heart...

I dont know y im so willing.

Yesterday, it was the annual party.

This was the 2nd time I past this party wit her.

It was a moody day for her.

Everything abt me n her are grey in colour.

Even the day before that she's like that...

I dont know wad to do...Really.

This time, it was a bad time for us.

Lao po lost ur ring, I tried to advice her.

But she agreed that I dont love her.

I cant hold my tears in my heart, I cried out.

I never cry like yesterday before.

Im so weak, im so useless!

Im not a good boy friend....

Lao po, im sorry...

I still love u very much,

I will keep on loving u...

Lao po, i dunno wad i wan to write le.

I forget all the words that i wanted to type.

I'll stop here...

Bye~

Our 8th Month...

Lao po, it's been a while we together.

Kaka, so fast one month past le.

N now we together 8 month jor.

I wonder, how many time we had spend...

how many steps we walked...

Lao po, u are my,

true happiness, my true beloved.

For this 8 months,

although there are many conflict btw us.

both of us do face disappointment and sadness

But in conclusion,

our relation did improved alot!

I feel very happy to be wit u, really...

Lao po, dont think that im not happy because of u.

U are not the ppl who give trouble,

so, dont think like that k?

Lao po, wad thing happen also...

I will always stay beside u n cheer u.

I will be the one who always stand on ur side,

and of couse I will be the one who guard u.

Kakaka~~~

Lao po, this month u sure very xin ku le.

Coz many things happened, u are quite unlucky.

Hence, u are facing exam now...

Dont be stress, relaxxx.

U can de, muackx!!!

Dont be moody. dont be down...

Lao gong is always beside u.

Lao gong will pull u up when u fall down.

I love u forever...

Memang forever de orh!!! ><

Hope lao po will always be happy everyday~

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Deepavali...

On 17Oct2009, it was a public holiday.

Which is deepavali,

The day before it, we had serious argue during night.

I guess, we both sure done alot stupid things.

Anyway, im sorry...

On the actual day,

we could meet after her activity,

it was surprise tat her friends wanted to test my singing.

I was damn nervous on that time, n i could not manage to sing well.

Coz im bad in singing, hmm...

After that we went to pondok n study,

but lao po could not concentrate.

We went to a place n have some time over there.

Lao po, this was the 1st love bite u gave me.

U are the 1st person who did that to me.

Aiks... @@, muackz muackx!!!

Badly, mike n alex found us there,

they gave us a surprise,

but luckily they dint see wad we doing there la.

We are very shy on that time.

After that I went to deepavali celebration wit alex.

Lao po, i feel unhappy now.

I dont know y, maybe u moody, i also become like that le.

Hope u will be happy...

Hug Hug~~

End Year Exam (F4)

The PMR examination has been over.
Now, it is the time for form 4 exam.
Lao po involve in the exam.
Aiks, hope lao po can get positive results.
Lao po, dun pressure urself,
dont worry, dont fear,
lao po try ur best jiu can le.
I will prey everyday for u :D

Every question which u dont know or aint confident de dont feel scare.
Juz do the question n complete it.
At least u try ma ;)

Lao po, u can de.
Muackx, lao gong support u ^~^

Hope lao po can ease ur examination burden soon.
Jia you jia you!!!
Gambateh orh :D
Hug hug~

Day Before Blood Donation...

Bao bei,
after so many of your hard work n efforts.
Good luck for ur blood donation event tomorrow.
I will be there support u tml.
Jia youx orh.
All the best, u can do it de.
Muackx!~~ ^^

A Rainy Friday

I feel empty today,
I keep thinking of her.
The skies turns dark,
The clouds covered the bright sun.


I woke up on 2.30pm,
had light lunch.
I keep on missing u.
I cant stop thinking of u...
I wonder wad are u doing??

The weather now makes me think abt last time.
The path of our sad n sorrow moment.
It calls back our memories.
Im listening wit some soft music now,
juz to combine it wit the weather.
I wonder, are u playing with rains now?

Although this old thing has been over,
but it is worth to think it back...
Because I can compare now n last time...
We are moving up step by step...
We are developing forward but not backward.
To be honest, I feel very happy.
Tears fall out from my heart, slowly...
The tears which mix wit sad n happy.
Where sad at the back n happy in the front...

Lao po, I never feel regret to have u in my life.
U are the best lao po ever...
I love u...

Feels Like Tonight

I dunno wad's the title for this,
So I jux put this title, Kaka.

Lao po, I feel so sorry recently,
Since my phone masuk kilang n use this cacat nokia phone,
My phone keep on send msg pending de..
Sometimes I dint notice, make u wait le quite long.
Argh... My bad...
Stupid phone.
Lao po sure feel lonely n cold le,
coz I macam dint care dao u. :(

Baby, recently are u always fan?
Relax, dont think too manything,
share wit lao gong, lao gong will face it wit u..
U always headache ler, have more rest k?
Lao gong will massage for u,
Lao po, take a deep breath when u feel fan.
Dont skip meal, drink more water,
Dont get sick...sleep well.

Hmm, yesterday u dint eat ur lunch n diner.
I made u worry abt me agn,
school kenakan me some case,
but I had settle it wit my mom le.
Everything is fine, lao po, dont worry le.
Im sorry... I know I shouldnt say it, but I gotta say.
Coz is my wrong.
U were very tired on that day,
Same as me, but I managed to sleep very long.
I break my record too...
Im sorry once again.

Lao po, I was shocked to hear that CL n DC break up.
It was very pity for their 10 months relation.
I feel sad for them too,
I gave CL advice 1st n heard her story from her.
Then, I hear the story from DC.
I realize that, being a couple at secondary school stage, not easy...
Both couple need to understand each other well.
Both must manage to communicate well,
Not juz in Love, but in all aspect...
And, every arguement, there wont be a ppl correct all.
Both will be wrong...
Couple will misunderstand sometimes,
dont think it too wide..
That's my conclusion abt CL n DC.
Hope they'll have a nice life after that incident.

Today, during the afternoon,
after the rainning,
me, lao po, and the st john gang went around the school area n distribute flyers.
It is abt blood donation.
We all do have a tired time.
The weather are sunny,
We almost become roasted pig XD.
After few hours time, we finally finish our job.
We went back to school.
While walking back, It reminds me abt one day.
Where we 1st time sit bus go outside together.
We 1st time walk back school and wit rain some more.
The moment where we hold our hands together n run back to school.
Im sorry again, coz I do everything too fast, lao po worry me will tired.

Then, we went to leisure mall.
KH fetch me, lao po, sw, and lt go there.
We still left some flyers, we finish it all at there.
We went back, then we had change to spend time together in st john room le.
We promise not to let anyone know wad we done inside there.
But we enjoy being over there.
We leaved some unforgetable memories.

We went to pasar malam later,
juz to distribute the remaining flyers.
It can consider the 1st time I walk pasar malam wit lao po.
I feel so happy to spend this moment wit lao po.
Although we are doing our task.
After finish distribute the flyers.
All of us heading back le.
I accompany lao po and treat her pearl milk tea le.
Aih, she got no more money because of the printing cost.
She went back, and I walk back.
While in the half way, I saw her mother.
I feel scare that her mother will suspect us pak toh.
But luckily her mom dint.
Then, we called it a day..

Here comes one case, about Shue Wen n Sow Ling.
They both are girl..
Im kinna salute them for their long relation.
They had been together for 2 years ++.
Soon, they will face one big problem.
It's abt gender n religion.
SW feel very down when think abt it.
I adviced her...

" Since u know the day will come, u had think further, then prepare to face it. Try ur best to do wadever u can. U know that day will be a sad day, U gotta do alot of happy thing. Let it melt into memories that cant be forgoten. Until that sad day come, U both forced to leave, U can still keep the happy memories, happy moment with u even u are sad. Or maybe wad u had done will change everything... Appricate every moment wit ur love one...Good Luck! "

I juz wanna share this wit lao po, hope u get the message from it.


Lao po, no matter how, our love wont end...
Lao gong will keep on create happiness wit u.
Lao gong will protect u every moment.
I will do wadever I can for u...
Our relation wont be like DC n CL.
I wan our relation to be special...
Lao po, I love you.
I wont leave u..

The Call

Today,
after having a sweety time wif my lao po.
I mark down a number,
which from her phone...
I saw something,
A shocking one...

While going home from school,
Where lao po juz went back,
I dial that number...

He answered it...
And here's our conversation,

Me : Hello?
X : Ya?
Me : Is this X?
X : Who are u?
Me : Don't ask, is this X?
X : Err, Ya, who are u?
Me : Do u know who is Sharon?
X : Errrr...
Me : Sharon Lai, same tuition center wit u de...
X : Ya, I know her... Y???

At this time, I straight to the point...

Me : Do u know who am I? Im her boy friend...
X : Remains sillent (maybe stunned)
Me : I heard that u are flirting wit her recently, am I right???
X : No, no....Not like that de...
Me : Ya right, im her bf and she told me abt it, I even saw her phone.. U did sms her dear n i love u those right?
X : Ya, but...
Me : Ok ok, I duwan listen ur explaination, I juz wanna talk nicely to u. Dont ever try to flirt my gf again... Ok?
X : Ok, sorry... No next time...
Me : I hope u understand wad im trying to say...
X : Ya, ya, sorry...
Me : Remember, dont force me to do wad I dont wanna do...
X : I know... Bu hao yi si arh...
Me : Thx pal. Dont let me receive words from her that u try to flirt her k?
X : Ok ok... Sorry...
Me : No problem, bb...
X : Bye...

I hope that he wont find her agn...
I duwan other ppl try to take my lao po from me.
Argh...

Although I dint being emo,
But I feel kinna heated when see those message wit my eye.
I still gotta remains calm,
because I believe in lao po...

Although my face never show that im eating vinergar,
I even dint express the feelin when saw that msg,
But I can guarantee lao po wont choi me, or even feel disappointed when see those msg.
I did got those feel, but the feel falls inside my heart.
Anyway, after talking wit him,
I feel lots better.
He wont try to flirt wit her agn.
And, i trust that lao po will onli love me...
Because I am the best lao gong in lao po's life.
Muakakakakaka, Im so perasan.
Muackx...

Dont luan luan think le,
I juz describe today de scene...

Wad To Do...

It's been a long while,
lao po having lots of problem.
Actually kinna small problem,
that can simply think n simply solve.
But seems hardly to handle n stressful.
Glad that lao po for willing to shares it wit me.

When I see ur face,
Ur face tells me that u are not happy,
When I look into ur eyes,
Ur eyes tell me that u are filled wit alot of burden.
Ur happiness has been covered by ur problems.
Although u can smile,
but it is not the way u smile normally.

Ya, u are happy when beside me,
I can feel it too...
But yet I still can feel ur mood on that day.
When im not with u,
I guess u are full wit bad emotions.
Because I always observe u silently...

Lao po, I always try my best to give advice to u in a suitable way.
Which could not hurts u, can say indirect ba...
Lao po told me she wont think, but yet she still think in another time.
I got no other choice, but juz to be straight forward.
I could not bare to see lao po suffer...
My heart very pain,
I dont feel very well...

Maybe I could influence u,
I think maybe im the one who u can rely on.
I know im very perasan, but I have to say that :P
So, I will try many ways to see u change better.
Lao po, I know u can de..
I need to protect u, guard u, cares u,
at the same time I need to guide u and change u ^^
I love u...

I know, there are alot of things to care,
Lao po are worry wit many things,
If u have so many times to care other things,
Y dont u use ur times to care back urself?
Try to think abt urself, how do u care urself...
Dont drag urself to the way that could kills u..

Lao po, u are still in comfort zone,
I understand...
I had walk out from that zone since I was form 3
Lao po,
There will be a coming day that u need to step out from it.
So, lets handle this together...
Muackx, muackx

[I dint mention any of ur problems here, I juz simplified it ]

7th Month

Today is our 7th month,
This month past so slow...
Many things happened also.
Many Tears N Smiles~
We go for rains together agn on 19th (our 2nd time)
Do weather represents our mood?
"chop chop :P"

This month, we changed alot.
Our relation are getting better n better.
I guess, without one of us together, we will become useless.
We really need each other alot o.
Lao po recently keep an wei me n tells me alot of supportive words.
Lao po willing drops tears beside me, and tell me more n more things day by day.
Really feels different ler ^^
Lao po, are u giving more n more trust on me? :D
I love u~
Holiday le, I very miss u arrr...

Lao po, im glad that u are mine.
U are different than others.
U are special to me, u give me energy, u give me power~
Lao po, we are different than many other couple.
We love each other with our heart,
we can managed to understand n tolak ansur together.
U are my dearest, my onli beloved ^^

Lao po, recently I always think abt the ppl i dislike.
I juz wanna comment them abt my point of view,
nothing bad abt it de.
To be simplify,
They are couple, they both rich d..
Everytime they went for dating,
they will spend alot, they will go for expensive place,
Eventhough the girl birthday, she will receive flower n many many nice present from others.

Although im not as rich as them, i can admit that i am poor.
But, most important is i could give lao po my heart.
We willing to 付出,
Most important is we xing fu, and man zhu.
No matter wad happened or wad kind of life we have also can have maximum love ^^
Lao po, i know u are the one who never care abt money d.
Most important also love from true heart nor? Hehe.
I dint think much, I juz making an example from others..

Anyway, hope we both can be together forever,
nothing is impossible...
Time is the point,
Patiens is a part of success,
Love is everything~
Yeah yeah XD
I love my lao po...
I hope I can see u every second.
I hope I can be beside u foreverrrr.
Lao gong sounds crazy le o?

Lao po, trial exam finish le, and SPM is getting near...
Lao po puts alot of effort to support me during tat time,
Lao gong dunno wan how to thx lao po le...
I hope i can overcome the SPM, my biggest fear ><
Nvm, lao po will accompany me 度过 this fear.
Lao po, u are my everything.

Happy 7th month,
A tears month...
I love u once agn~
Muackx~

19-9

19September,
A day that rains for a long time.
A rain where lao po cried for so long beside me.
It was a day that I would hardly forget.
Is the rain represent our mood?
Lao po, do u feel that we are getting closer?
^^

That day, it was lao po 1st day of BBQ, organized by St John.
Lao po need to give them a hand during that time.
Greatly, lao po are free in the afternoon.
So she called me to meet wit her.
Holiday o, miss lao po very very much de ner T.T
Cant wait to stand a change to be beside wit lao po.

Before we meet, me n mr KH reached earlier to wait lao po n SW.
Both of them counting some bill stuff,
and it ended up late.
4 of us went to mamak n have our lunch there.
Lao po busy do thing until stomachache n feel wan vomit.
Lao po man man lai, dont think too much, dont 紧张.
Lao gong will always there to help u de.

After that, Mr KH n SW both argued.
Lao po quite worry abt them and SW angry her in a sudden too.
Worry sei lao po le.
We went to some place n spend our time together.
The skies turns dark, wind starting to blow harder.
Surprisingly, lao po cried beside me.
It started to rain le.

Lao po willing share her tears to me,
it means that lao po are getting more close and giving more trust to me le.
Lao po, i never see ur eye comes out so many tears before.
Although I felt heart pain n sad to see lao po cry.
But im ur lao gong, im older, im the one who needs to protect u.
So, I should stand up n be strong, but not to be weak when lao po is down...
I tried my best to cheer lao po up, gave lao po tons of advice.
I hope wad I had done on that day makes u feel better.
Lao po, I love u...

I made a "ugly" spot to lao po.
I never tried that before, but hope lao po dont mind.
U are mine, I wanted to share it to u...
Arrrr, pai seh ar, I should not say so much at here le.
剩下 de words abt this things I told lao po le o.
Lao po know hor? @@

After that, lao po went to BBQ together wit me.
Im actually not involved wit that, but the other members dont mind abt my joinning.
Lao po still dont know how to face her friend.
Her eyes still waterish de...
Lao po also dont have mood to eat ner.
I was very hungry, so I sapu le 2 spagethi.
Lao po n me likes chocolate o, when we eat the marshmellow chocolate,
Lao po very tamak, although 热气, still wanna eat the most chocolate de o?
Kakaka~ Lao po so cute ^^

Lao po, onli Bueno's chocolate can makes u happy.
Ya i know, that day our marshmellow chocolate not Bueno, it couldnt makes u happy.
But every chocolates will makes anyone feels happy,
either more happy or slightly happier.
Chocolates also gives energy to our brain.
It helps us to think, esspecially on maths.
However also, Lao gong should be the one who makes lao po feel most happy.
Because chocolate onli give temporary happy.
But lao gong gives lao po permanent happy when together wit u.
Im alway imagine the life that we live together,
being very 幸福 n happy...
This kind of happy from heart cant feel out from chocolates ^^.
So, lao gong wanna be more better than a chocolate XD...

Ur this lao gong not juz sha, but very perasan le...
I am deeeeeply in love wit u,
wad to do... :P

Hmm, today I listen my dad said something abt Mike n Alex.

My dad commended ;
Although friends is important in live,
because we need to 互相帮忙.
But every friends got their good n bad de part.
Prevent from their bad part, but make good use of their good part.
We should not put 100 percent to friends.
We still have alot of journey to walk on.
We still have alot of ages to survive,
We got lots more friend to know n interact (交流).
We cant fully trust on friends as they might 出卖 u or 欺骗 u...

Friends are not permanant esspecially on children n teenage stage,
Year by year, our way of thinking will change,
We will keep on changing until we become matured.
We will get experiences every moment, every coming future through our eyes.
As we are getting older, friends might walk different ways.
They might have dirrent way of thinking too.
"我们还有很多很多的路要走，
很多很多的板去撞.
做人要醒目, 遇到什么情况都好,
都要面blur心精"
That's wad my dad always says.


I wanna tranfer wad I heard from my dad to lao po.
Hope lao po get more informations abt it.
Lao po, I think u wont forget this day ba?
It was a day that I "chop" on u :P
And It was a day that lao po cry so long beside me.
Lao po, I know that u are very fan, very moody for sometimes.
Lao gong will always help u de,
Im not a person who like others, like to scold or never care anything.
I care abt u... I love u...


Selamat Hari Raya, Happy Holiday~

Tears...

After so few weeks of torture,
Lao po, today I finally finish trial exam le.
Happy happy!!!
The result that I had predicted are not as wad I aspected.
But nvm la, haih, still need to work hard.
Still got alot to work with. Hmph~

Hmm, today lao po seems moody,
when I meet lao po on 12pm,
I can see that she's filling with tears.
At 1st, I dont know y,
my heart full of worry.

When lao po went to meeting,
I go to bank, then go back to school and wait for lao po.
Aiks, I finish exam le, stress le so long.
First one sure wanna celebrate wit lao po nor...
We both also quite long never spend time together le.

Today can consider a special day for me.
After lao po de meeting, i go find her.
The shocking part is,
lao po cried beside me inside the hall.
I tried to give advice to lao po le.
Hope lao po will feel better after crying beside me.
Lao po, I can feel ur tears today.
I never feel like this before,
because lao po cried on my shoulder.
The feeling was different, I dont know how to describe,
but it is my first time to feel this kind of feeling.
Lao po, I feel very glad that u would share ur tears wit me.
I can feel it from u, really~

After that, we went to canteen and have our lunch,
both of us hungry until mad le.
Lao po finally become happy,
I also feel very happy that lao po has recovered from sadness.
Today is the last day of school agn, there will be a week of holiday.
Argh, i'll miss lao po until crazy agn T.T
Lao po ar... How jek? :P
Btw u own me one dating :P

Life is quite selfish sometimes...
No matter what, I will stay beside lao po n support u de.
Dont be sad, dont be fan...
Lao po got a great n strong shield, which is me...
I will protect u, as wad a boy friend(lao gong) should do ma.
Lets hold each other hand and overcome problems k?
Lao po, muackxxx.
Holiday arrrrrr, misssss lao pooooooooooo~~~~

Princess Hugg

Lao po, for all the things abt yesterday, fogive me.
Exam really stress, family always got crazy, everything seems to be in crisis.
I should not gone crazy because of it,
I should think before I do,
but not scolding my gila words to u...
Lao po, im very sorry for making u sad n worry.
I should not be like that.

Lao po de advice, care n love has calm me down.
Without our patient n words n cares,
I think we would have fed-up to each other,
will always argue long long de.
Couples always argue because we have different thinking sometimes.
Every argue, we will have new experience.
About that night, im very sorry...
Lao po, yuan liang meeee.
Muacksss~

Hmm, today we stay back together.
We went to lao po de class.
I gave u "Princess Hug",
I dunno o, I juz feel like wanna hug n kiss u that way.
I juz know that u belongs to me forever.
From that night, I finally learn that I should not angry,
because I still got lao po wit me.

I feel so happy n glad to have u in my life ^^
Muackxxxxxx.
Lao po, i love u forever.
U are mine forever ^^

Ending Holidays

This terms holiday is ending soon le,
Arrrr, cant wait to see lao po in school.
I miss u!!!!
Cant effort to face the exam T.T
I hateeee examsss!!!!!

Yesterday (29/8/09), my dream comes true,
I hugged her n kissed her...
Juz like my dream, but the scene not same...
But nvm wo, at least half true le...

Lao po, im feeling stress during this few days.
Trial exam is coming, i feel like im not well prepared.
Arghhhhhh... Stress stress o...
Help me ><

Our Half Year

It has been 182 days together.
Lao po, how do u feel?
We together quite a long time le,
in this half year, do u feel happy? do u feel my love?
I would like to forward the msg that I had sent to u into here.
So that the things that I had told u wont fade away through text message ^^

"Lao po, happy half year anniversary.
Do u still remember the time when we started?
I cant believe that time has past so fast..
Blink blink har eye half year le.
I feel very happy n glad to have u wit me for all this half year.
Without u, i dont know who will i become now.
Jux wanna tell u that i never feel regret to have u in my life.
In these days, we had walk across alot of different challenges.
and we do hold hand to hand and past all the problems together.
First, i shall thx the god for giving us 缘分 to be together.
Letting us to have a good start...
I hope that we will be together forever.
Secondly, i shall thx lao po n myself because we gave alot of love,
cares, sacrifices, courage, confident, time and many many more which is related to us.
Over this time, although this half year was short.
But i do think that is was a long time n filled wit alot of meaning to us.
Thirdly, i shall thx all of our surrounding friend who gave alot of support to us.
Without them, we wont be having such strong relation.
Or we might not together now without them.
Urm, i never felt that my life was filled wit so many love.
Love de, promise de, pain de, happy de, sad de, playish de, cold de, sharing de, argue de, almost everything. This half year, u really become a path of me,
u are compulsory, my heart are melted by u.
both of our heart are well connected.
Love cant me seen, love cant be listen.
It cant be compare wit others also.
But we onli can make sure tat we are being a perfect couple together.
Both of us shall not blame anything to each other, or even ownself.
And I also feel that lao po had become more n more important to me le.
Dont lao po feel that too? are u thinking the same as i do?
Since the day we together, our life have changed.
I hope we could make it becomes more alive,more bright, more colourful...
Lao po, i love u forever n ever. Good morning ^~^"

24Aug2009 05:51a.m. (Modified)

Hehe, argh, we still have lots n lots more time to pass.
Hmm, i do feel that this coming days, months, years, will be very excited.
Because, every moment I past wit u, i will make sure that we will together.
No matter what happen ^^.
Muackx~!

1st movie (23 aug)

Hehe, this day was a day before our half year anniversary.
In this bright n sunny Sunday, lao po went out wit sim wey.
They went leisure mall n sing k oo, so good T.T
Surprisingly, lao po asked me to have a dating wit her @@
I quickly change n fly to leisure :P

At 1st, I planned to wear very normal,
but mike stopped me from that.
He mentioned that dating should wear too normal :X
U know la, this lao gong old fashion.
So, i wear casual n go meet my lao po ^^
Before I go out, my dad seems like know that I go pak toh like that,
thx to mike -_-.
But he's ok wit that.
Aiks, juz wanna share the procedure to lao po XD

When I reached leisure, i walk around 1st n then meet wit lao po.
Lao po seems moody, the events happened not as planned.
But at the end, everything became normal.
Lao po, im*hug hug* that I had being so fierce.
It gaves u bad image abt me n makes u blame ur self wrong.
I know I should not scold back the driver when crossing the road.
But I cant bare to see a P-License driver went crazy like that.
They scold me nvm, but they scolded u.
Lao gong that time sure angry de ma, i cant control myself on that.
Lao po emo on that day, I should give more n more n more n more n more care to her.
But not anger...
Sowieeeeeeeee.
Lao gong sek fan.

Lao po, dont misunderstand that im being moody or unhappy in neway that time.
Im really ok, I was enjoy going out wit u for the whole time.
Lao po, forget abt it k? Dont keep think abt it and blame urself wrong le...

Aiks, that day were our 1st time watching movie in the cinema.
Although is kinna late waiting mr x come.
But everything is fine, most important we can watch movie onli :D
I do like lao po ku chit me n hug me o... I sha de @@
Hmm, do lao po enjoy watching movie wit me?

After that, we went to gilly cafe, everyone seems get bored wit my cold jokes. :(
But i was trying to cheer lao po up.
I dint meant to blame lao po's attitude n horoscope on her d.
I swear...
*hug hug* if I hurts u...
No longer her mom reach there n fetch her back.
While mrs n mr x went back by car.
Me went back by bus, meet mandy choy (mike's sister) at the bus stop.

After reaching mike's house, I had receive some advice from my friend.
I hope it will helps me and my way could give wad lao po wan.
I will modify myself to be a better lao gong.
Lao po, hope u enjoy the day wit me.
And, i do appriciate every moment wit u,
not juz on that day, but is every day de time i be wit u...
I love lao po ^^ Muackssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Holidays

Baby, there is one week term holiday.
We'll be unable to see each other for one week le.
Huhu, we sure miss each other very much.
Sorry that I have being moody n unhappy during this few days.
Thx for lao po's accompany all the time.
I had feel better now :)
^^

Lao po ar, u cried recently.
Lao gong quite worry abt u,
I hope that I can be wit u all the time.
So when u need me, I will always be there ^^
U already promise me that u will put me in 1st position,
and will tell me everything de o...
Dont keep all the things wit u.
I know lao po duwan me worry u, den u duwan tell d.
But it is better that u tell me everything than not telling.
Because it hurts :P

Hehe, I think our kisses now are uncountable le.
So we no need count how many times we kiss le o XD
Sha lao gong hor?
Today was the "Hari Anugerah Cemerlang" day...
I decided to go to school n accompany lao po.
We did spend nice time in the school.
Badly, something bad happened, it reminds me of the past of some unhappy stuff.
I went out from the hall for awhile.
Hmm, lao po dont worry, I dint cry...
Because if lao gong cry, lao po will follow me cry d.
Unless I cant tahan o :P, but I will still be strong d.
Lao po, dont worry abt today le.
I dint think abt it le... ^^

Today was quite a memoriable day,
we seldom have change to be so close to each other.
The most kiss we have...
The most longest time u sleep beside me...
The most time u bite me...
The 1st time u CPR me :P
Ahhh~ A memoriable day...
Another day that we cant forget :)))

Lao po, lao gong really wanna thx u for supporting me.
During this holidays, lao po need to take very good care of urself orh.
Drink more water, rest more...
Lao gong pei u ^^
I think I have to go le.
Buai buai orh :D
Muackx!~

(Thx = Muackx, Sorry = Hugs) XD, our new equations...

Nightmares

Lao po, recently u had a bad dream.
It caused u cant sleep well n have the bad image wit u for few days.
Eeeee, bad dream bad dream...ignore it ><
No matter wat happened, lao gong wont leave u de na.
I swear o~~~
Lao po, u are the one who I love the most.
I wont leave my responsible n my love like that.
I had found people who I love the most, I should appreciate it arrrr ^^
When the nightmare comes, lao po try think our happy moment.
Together, any nightmare sure can overcome d!!!
Think about the hagen daez. Huhu~

Hmm, lao po working very hard recently.
The school activity n homework is going to kill u apart.
Hence, the end year exam also killing.
I understand lao po feeling, lao po got many things to do.
But it really very tiring n xin ku d.
Remember o, one day onli got 24 hours,
time is very precious d and we cant done our task within that time.
It might takes few days, or few months to finish a task.
But also need rest de ar...
Lao po, rest more k?
Lao gong worry that u tired tired...

However, lao gong will stay beside u n support u.
No matter how tired I am, how problematic it is.
Lao gong also will try my best to help lao po de o.
At the same time, lao gong will also try my best to advice lao po ^^
I can admit, although lao gong abit selfish towards friends.
But with lao po, i wont be selfish...
I dont know y, maybe I put lao po more important than me ba :X
So I also not rela hati to see lao po xin ku de ar ><

Lao po, in this aspect, it is not called stubborn.
It is called, "Still standing when standing is not easy".
Lao po getting stronger n stronger le o,
but lao gong still need to do my job to protect lao po. Blekkkkk
(say dao myself like very dim like that :P)
This is also love ar, if a couple never care and help each other.
Those are not true love :P
I know I perasan, n I know I long gas too.
I wanted to remind lao po that I do care n love u...
I consider all of ur stuff...
This lao gong really very baka hor?
Maybe this is my way to express my love to lao po ba :P
If lao po wan complain that im too "busy body", lao po can complain de ar ><
Lao gong sot sot geh....

Eh, lao po sure very tired now le.
Remember, drink more water, rest more...
Dont get sick or even fall down.
Muacks muacks~
Lao gong sayang... ^^
This is my 60th post XD

15 August

This day, can consider out 1st complete dating =D
Im kinna nervous to choose wad shirt n pants i should wear @@
In conclusion, I wear just normal :P
Although this time we go for school function which is the "Fashion Show" held by the school exxon club, but I do feel very happy on that night.
A day that I cant forget.
Lao po, do u feel happy too? :P

Before this, we had "gotong royong" in our school during morning.
The task was so tiring as I need to sweet the school outer corridor.
I saw lao po cleaning in her class too.
But I like a sha lao standing there n sweep those dirty chewing gums n etc.
After that we did spend time together.
I do realize something,
actually sleeping at lao po leg is so comfortable d XD.
I feel like I become baby le, wan sleep agn :P
After that, I went back n Lao po stayed back for meeting.

I had a short nap, but lao po was busy doing her homework.
Pity lao po, got no time to rest. T.T
Lao gong sayang back ^^

Back to the main part, we meet at Fun Ok on 5pm.
I guess this is the 5th time we went there together :)
I had my meal there, but lao po dint eat.
After that we walk back to school n waited for the entry.
It tooks quite a time to wait for the entry.
We went in n sit with her group of friend.
The show seems boring, but I never miss a moment wit lao po.
We do take pics together too!
Well, this is the 1st time I did this :P
The pic we took keep on out of accuracy @@
But we do manage to took nice pic together...
Hehe.

When the function finish n lao po got to go le,
I feel like duwan to let her go ><
Her mommy arrive le, so we called it a day T.T
Lao po also very tired le, she slept 1st while I wait for my mom to fetch me back.
It was a tiring day, but very happy day XD


Im asking myself, when will we have another time dating together?
Sobs, i miss her alot ler T.T
Lao po zai, I love u forever.
Our half year aniversary coming soon le :P

Sorry T.T

Lao po, sorry for everything recently...
Im sorry.... Lao gong useless... Sorry...

This few week really got to take care, ghost festival plus typhoon season...
Muackx.
I miss u, I really wanted to see u ler T.T
I miss ur hug, I miss ur kiss...
I MISS THE WHOLE LAO PO T.T
Sorry...

A New August

Day by day, month by month.
Guess wad, we almost half year together le.
Ahh, time pass so fast.

There's a lot of our unforget memories during the past.
My straw-heart, spend my 6 days for it :P
During the cold n stormy rain in school,the way i hugged lao po (sorry if i hug too tight).
The moment we play around when we meet, cute...

During these days, lao po sure filled wit problems.
Lao po suffering ler ><
Dun be so pressure k?
Remember wad lao gong told u today.

Lao gong feel very happy today as we seldom can go out together.
Although we jux having lunch together,
but I feel very man zhu le.
We had our lunch at fun ok, wit Chui Li n Daniel.
We both had some battle over there, she wanted to delete her pic in my phone :(
Fun to play together but sad that lao po wan delete it :(((
After that we went back to school and wait lao po geh mommy fetch her n Chui Li back.

On the moment that we both spend time at the pondok there.
That place reminds both of us of the st john aniversary day,
I acted our memories and I seems quite stupid :P
When we both sitting together,
I get to express my feeling to her.
I feel like wanna drop my tears on that moment.
Coz I juz feel so happy that she's wit me.
Hehe, I know I sha, but I do very very love u.
Muackx :)

Lao po, no matter how,
Hold me tight, dun let me go k?
I love u...

Happy Birthday...

Lao Po, wish u happy birthday.
Hope u like the present from me.
Low cost, but used some time to make it.
I know it is not nice, but I had put alot of heart inside it. 520 geh heart :P
(spend le 6 days make d :P)

Lao po should be very happy today,
sorry if lao gong dint give u any surprise.
sorry if lao gong always late sleep for making the present for u.
Aiks, this year we could not celebrate together in the exact day. When can we celebrate ner?

As we are having exams now, Lao gong wish u score in exam ba. Dun be pressure k? Lao gong always wit u geh. :)

Lao po geh birthday over soon le.
Gotta wait another one year only can celebrate agn ^^
Lao po dai gor lui jor XD
Anyway, Lao gong wish lao po happy birthday agn.
May every wishes comes true and be happy all the time, including future ^^

Teddy

Just another spam post,
I feel that u like teddy,
so I changed the page layout into a lovely teddy bear.
Hope u like it.
Muackx :)

Study

Sigh, for so long, I missed a lot of studies.
Some of the teacher said that I had changed.
I ain't like form 3 anymore?
I ain't used to be a winner, one of the excellent competitor in the class?

Trial exam is coming very soon, as well as SPM examination.
I guess I am not well prepare.
I know now is a bit late, but I already set my target,
I must at least get 4A's in SPM.
I duwan to lose to them.
Im awaking XD

Lao po, u too k?
Dun lose in ur academic.
Dun like lao gong form 4 that time.
Never study well well.
But one thing to remind lao po,
Must study SMART, not hard. :P
Success is not a destination, It is a journey to take on ^o^.
Just like our love XD.

K la, i gtg le, buai~
Love lao po :D

~5th month~

I feel so glad and happy tat we would together for so long.
Together long, not means we will become natural,
because not everythings should treat each of us like natural or like mission given to us to treat each other.
I think, we are treating each other with love le.
Day by day i feel deeper love from lao po.

During this month, sad de got sad...
happy de got happy.
But wad i know is i feel tat we are getting happier ^~^
We both are working quite hard huh?
Lao po, ignore the unhappy things and think about happiness k?
Just like wad u had advice me recently ^o^

Without u, i have no one to trust with.
I think my heart will become sick.
Honest to say tat u are my most trustrable person.
Maybe some tragedi happened between me and my friend last time,
causes me not trust friends.
I dun like my family members get to know my things.
So I seldom tell them.
Overall, lao po is the one who can be my listener and secret keeper.
Dun feel tat u are a loser because u think tat u had fail it o,
lao po really because of me change alot le.
Once again i would like to thx lao po for giving me everything,
and willing to change because of me. Muacks...

Eh, lao po de birthday coming soon de.
Before lao po birthday,
u already received tons of present which drop ur tears off from ur friends o.
I very baka lo, still dunno wad to give lao po.
But nvm, i will get a best present to lao po de. ^~^
I duwan disappoint lao po.

Loving u is not a responsible, loving u is a must...
Loving u got good and bad news.
The good news is, u are mine and i am yours...
The sad news is, u are belongs to me forever,
I am belongs to u forever...

There's still alot of days to pass with.
The days where we both laugh, cry, love, emo, surprise and many otheres more.
Lao po, I love u... blek... ^~^

About June...

It's been awhile,
sorry tat i never post this blog for so long...
but it doesnt means tat i didnt love u...

During these day, we like cold cold de o? hehe
it's over le... dun be sad le oo...
maybe tat time we have some problem..
i juz dunno how to express wad im thinking to u...
But at the end i told u le...
Im sorry if i say out anything which not nice or wrong...
I hope u can forgive me...
and lao gong also will forgive u ^~^

Lao gong promise u tat i will say out wat im thinking to u, ok?
Lao po also wor...
Got anything straight say...
no need keep insede the heart and scare will hurt dao me...

Bad thing already past le,
gotta talk about happy things le...
Got down also got up de maa...
After that incident,
good things happen...
We know our mistake and changed le...
Our relation getting better and stronger le...Muakaka ^~^

Lao po, we more than 4 months le...
Good things to proud of...
Eh, i think u still need time to become natural with me...
U still scare and nervous when u are with me...
No worries oo...
Lao gong dont mind,
take ur time to get used to it oo...
as soon as possible oo... blekk...

I dun want lao po feel like get forced by me oo...
Take ur time, ok?
Muacks... love u...

I think lao po give me muacks til sot le...
but dun sot ar...
I still need u to take care of this messy lao gong orh...

Forever love... Blekk ^~^

Lov3

This two weeks of holidays,
we dint meet each other.
Although daily routine maintains busy,
but the day without her yet full of darkness.
Filled wit moody

Our distance,
really so important?
Distance, really spoil our happiness???

The day we cant meet each other,
it was like a dooms day...
I dont think both of us are happy during these days.
Our joints become unknown.
Even our connection becomes abnormal
Wad I mean is,
WAD HAPPENED?

Wad is Love?
Y full with fence?
Wad is blocking us???
But I dont mind abt that, all I wan is her.

Wad I believe is, there are always sunny season n rainy season.
The hot n lighty season has past.
Now is the rainy season.
We cant do anything, juz to take up the umbrella n prevent from kena raindrops.
The rain shall stop ^^

MISSSSSSSS UUUUUU

Lao po! Lao po!!! Lao po!!!!!

Juz to let u know that,


I MISS U ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~~



Hehe, spam post XD
Dun care me, I sot sot le...
Enjoy ur holiday~~
Play dao happi happi de orh~
Muackx!

The 99th

Blink blink, its JUNE...
it is our 99 days together.
So fast hor??? XD

Aiks, juz wanna let lao po know that I miss her alot.
During the holidays, really very boring T.T
Yesterday I'd made lao po cant sleep well.
She sleep around 4am.
Also my bad, I should listen to wad she say.
I really really really very sorry!!!!!
When I get to know that, I feel very nai jiu ler.
I yet worry n cry at alex's house too.

Eh, lao po, received my mms ma? Blek.
Bet u sure miss me le @@
I took my stupid sha lao pic pic let u see.
U sure laugh like a sha po nor? :P

Hehe, although we cant see each other.
But we still can sms or even call call d.
But I miss the moment beside u :(

Finally, today we could manage to finish the "My Lucky Star" together.
Lao po sure very happy nor?
Later sure drop alot of tears because of that video de na.
I wanted to sit beside lao po n watch the ending lo.
So that I can wipe off her tear instantly and offer her my shoulder.
Too bad it cant be succeed.
But, one day, I wish we could sit together n watch theater together in the cinema ^^

Hmm, Happy 99th days.
Say bye bye to tenth le...
We are heading to hundreds day!~
Yohhooooo~~~
Luve eu XD

29/5/2009

Forever love...

It's end of May,
where our midterm of schooling are finish le.
The stress of facing mid term exam also gone le.
Today is the last day of the school, after that we will have 2 weeks of holiday.
Lao po, i will surely miss u alot during this 2 weeks.
:(

Today, it is a day that we cant forget.
We spend the every moment in school.
We did the decoration for the notice board together, with the club com gang @@
At 1st, lao po get angry to me le.
Im so sorry ler, but at the end she dint angry me le.
Im still wondering the moment I hug her.
Dunno y, I love to hug her alot, because it feels great and warm.
Today I also hug le u many time le nor.
But semakin hug, semakin more wan hug u le XD
Sweeter than 5/20 that day we hug hor? :P

Lao po, today I gave the ring tat I bought for us.
I hope u accept it with ur true heart.
A pair of couple ring, means alot.
Even how poor I am, I will sacrifice my money to get it for u.
Dun worry, I will earn back the money de ^^
Dun heart pain also arrr.
Wan guai jiu guai me love u too much le ba.
Demi u, I rather sacrifice my stuff.
Demi our love, I rather do my best to archive our love.
I wanted to let u know that im ur dearest lao gong.
That no others can do like wad I do.
Ya, I know im insane, but u appriciate it well.
I feel man zhu le : )

I am the world most baka de sha lao.
Who fall in love wit u deeply.
And I will never leave u...
I swear XD
Sometimes I kek dao u and make dao u angry,
Im sorry o... : (
Today I kek dao u very angry le hor?
Sorry sorry sorry!!!

This is a simple ring, not an expensive ring.
When I can afford to buy a expensive one,
I would like to get one pair of it.
Having a pair ring for us, it is not a waste.
I juz wanted us to have a pair of couple thing,
a couple thing that can kekalkan our love no matter where we are, how we are.
I wan our love to be forever, because I love u :)
I love u so so so so much. ^^
Sorry that I cant give u a touching speech to u while giving u the ring.
Because it is the 1st time I give ring to girl.
I feel that im wood head.
But I hope u get wad I wanna tell u on that situation.
Im kinna nervous @@
(I setted my hair for today, juz wanna give u remember my smart look, perasan betul XD)
(I even think many way to give u the ring, but it becomes not as I aspected, I turned up naturally)

This is the 1st time I receive a kiss from u.
I will never forget the kiss from u.
This kiss from u, very bao gui.
I wont waste the kiss from u.
I feel very happy, very special.
U melt down my heart completely.
Lao po, im belongs to u le ^^
We have couple ring, couple key chain, and even a promise kiss~
No body can take me away from u jor ><
Lao po also belongs to me XD

I would like to thx god and all ppl who supported us,
for letting me have a beloved that I love the most,
for giving oportunity and happy moment to us.
I will appriciate this love, I hope we will have a good life.
And love each other till the end of our life.
Once agn, Lao po, I love u, now n forever~
Muackx!!!

Our 3rd Month

Its been a long time agn,
sorry that I never post recently.
My com cant use after my dad did something very shock to it.
All of my files and memories that I had stored since 5 years ago has been lost.
My pics, songs, text, file and etc all juz like tsunami gone le.
I cant accept the fact n cried on that night,
my 5 years of my stuff washed away..
Lao po sure worry me alot, sayang back k?
My heart kinna weak huh?
I was wondering, I lost my files I also like wan die wan die jor.
I wonder if I lost u, how will I be???

Now, my brain like kosong le.
I havent recover from the shock.
Last time I use my computer to entertain myself.
I wrote all my mood inside n took alot of pic inside.
I did alot of my stuff in the computer.
It juz like a sudden my files inside my com lost.
But luckily I still can recover my picture back into my computer.
It tooks me alot of time to find back all the pic using a program.

Try to imagine if the computer changed to u.
All my love n cares towards u gone suddenly, how pain am I will be.
I duwan to lost u...

In this 3 months, we contribute alot of time together le hor?
The moment we hold our hand in the bus, walk inside the leisure mall,
walking back from school with rain and at the end we basah le, ghost house in carnival day,
1st time kissing u in the lab, and the 1st time u kiss me inside the lab while we sitting, passing my birthday wit me, our hugs (May20th) and many many more.
This is our 最幸福 de moment hor? Hehe.
These memories I wont forget in my life...
Lao po, u are the most precious people in my life.
If u are here now, I want to hug u tight and say I love u.
I wan u to feel wad im feeling ^^

Start this 3rd month onwards, we might having a hard time le.
I dunno this is my mental problem or wad.
This is one of my reason which makes me unhappy.
I feel that, when my ex gf wit me, we together until the 3rd months onward,
there will be something that causes problems n break.
This is wad I had experience since last time.
Im very scare tat this problem will happens to us,
I dunno, I really dunno wad to do but juz to try my best maintain our love.
This can be consider as a 恐惧 to me ba.
Im trying to cope over this matter.
But lao po, u must also help me to overcome this problem.
I need u to cheer me up...

Lao po, sorry that recently im so moody.
Everything problems comes to me suddenly.
I really cant withstand wit the pressure I have.
It makes me think alot of unhappy stuff.
But I'd tried to calm my self down.
Im thinking of u always to reduce my pressure.

(Haha, everyone will got their moody de moment.
I think this is my turn that my problem come le..)

Recently, we less sms le.
Last night, I keep on slide my phone waiting ur msg.
At the end we cant manage to sms because of the stupid digi problem.
Another reason if because of study,
I think lao po also wait for my msg everytime when im busy ba?
Exam, we both also busy for study and revise.
Im sorry that I makes u become lonely recently.
I hope u can understand my situation.
After exam, this problem wont exist le ba? ^^

Well, we had passed our 3rd month together.
It also 1/4 years le lu, a quarter year XD.
Aiks, we still got a long way to go.
Anyway, happy 3rd month aniversary o.
I must be happy always ><

Mid Term

Lao po, now is the season of exam.
Over the day n night, both of us study non stop.
Our eye stamped with panda eye,
every morning we meet each other also will see dao our tiring and stress de face.
exam is really tiring, fast fast finish it ler.
Now we gotta xin ku awhile, den can relax le.
(Holiday is coming, wohooo~~~)
Jia You arh, Muackx~ ^^

Recently, dar unhappy because of me and study.
Exam coming, my friend all come my house study gao gao.
Lao gong busy until dint much care dao lao po.
I feel very sorry ler, but I really dun meant to let darling alone ler.
I swear, next time if im busy I will inform dar le...

Another problem is I skip or take my meal in wrong time always.
Sometimes, I dint eat my dinner or I'll eat my meal lately.
Coz I used to it since the time I work le :S
During last time when I work in a restaurant,
I eat on 5pm before work, den until 11.30 (after work) only go back.
Sometimes I will eat supper on tat time, but sometims I will not.
When last time my parent always argue or busy,
Im the only ppl in the house.
they never cook dinner, they never tabao food on dinner.
So I also simply take my dinner, or even skip it.

Lao po, after ur caring n worry...
I finally know it's really not good for my health,
and I should change that habbit.
Im sorry to let u worry...
I wont let it happened agn.
U even almost drop ur tear because of me.
I will change it de, I duwan lao po sad sad n worry abt my health agn le.
Promise...

Lao po, this few day de weather really bad and u sick le.
Im very worry abt u arh, I tot yesterday u sick den today ok jor d.
How know ur temperature increased today.
Now we are in exam season ler, u already enough xin ku le.
Still sick o, im really super dupper worry.
U also vomit juz now...
Dunno how to say, u insist that u're ok, but I feel the bitterness that u have.
I really feel like wanna drop my tears.
I wanted to be all the time wit u when u're sick...
Hope u can ok back from sick ler...

The 2nd Kiss

Haha, I kissed her in the school during morning.
I know, it was quite shock for her.
Coz this is the 2nd kiss I give her.
She was thinking abt it, n I kissed her all of a sudden.
If im rude, im sorry.
But I really cant hold to kiss u le ><

I dunno y, wit u, I got this kind of feeling...
Hope u wont dislike it ba, but if u dun like, u gotta tell lao gong o~

Today, I had a hard time wit add maths.
4 n half hours sitting inside the class do that paper.
My head really wan burst le...
When the exam going to over???
Lao po, save me arhhhh...
Ease My Burdennnnn~~~

Lao po, I bought le hotlink to u le.
But u need to setting ur phone to 3g before u call.
Then, we got video call le ^^
When we both miss each other, we finally can 3g 3g le ^^
No worries, that number reload rm10 can use one year d.
Wait until not enough credit that time onli reload k?

Hmm, when u mention abt CNY night that day.
It rewinds alot of thing.
Things that not should happen on that time.
It happen now... Kinna funny huh?
Is this all has been set?
我们早就注定在一 起了?

Even it is, or not...
I feel glad to have u in my life.
I wanna thx 上天 for setting us to be couple.
Even some ppl think this love is simple,
But I dont think it is simple, 反而 important for me.
Honestly, I never love a girl so deeply.
And u are the 1st one I love so deep ^^
May our love cant break into apart,
May our love be forever.

Lao po, I love u, I swear~ ^~^

Strange Attitude + Homework Tsunami

Many of us got an strange attitude,
which is looking down on ourself.
I meet one of my friend, who being like tat.
She use to be one of my normal friend, sitting beside Alex.
Lao po dun wu hui arh, im not mention abt u.

It happened after the 2nd intervesi exam,
me, mikey n alex who less study and being relax all the time got better result than her.
She aspect good result from the exam, maybe she did hard for it.
Sadly, she cant archive a good result.
And her result are at the back of us, some subjects onli la...
Recently, I can see her "sour face" in the class,
she is trying to study hard to archive her target.
But don't you feel she is very stress???

I take this as a issue for this blog because I got some words to share with.
Lao po, u see la...
Every ppl got different ability and not all are PERFECT.
We cant use their good part and compare wit us,
If u do so, u will onli reduce ur confident towards that specific part.
U might feel that u are getting more stress,
U might also feel that u are getting more weak in that part too.
At the end, u are not getting weaker...
It is juz because u think too much...

"天生我才必有用"
We cannot compare other ppl with us.
We shall not competite wit them.
Because, we are competiting wit our ownself, not others.
Ya, we always admire other ppl that have higher knowledge or intelligent than us.
We use other ppl as our role and chase them.
But do u think it considered as u already win???
Even though we managed to chase them,
it doesnt mean that we have won the game.
We only can set our target higher and know what we suppost to do.
We still need to win ourself, we need to win the image which always same level wit u...
Stressed out~
The lesson from it is, dun make urself stress when other ppl are better than u.
Practice makes perfect ^^


By the way,
We should be our ownself, not to stress up ourself by looking on others.
We have our own plan, our own strategy.
All we need is time, time cant buy back, it keep on passing.
We practice to be good day by day, u will have strong power.
But if we practice in a short time to have strong power, it's impossible.
Lao po, man man lai, u can chase up de.
I know ur homework like mountain everest, but u gotta do it slowly ya.
U got alot of time de, spend ur time wisely o.
Dun juz do homework ler, u need time to rest.
Hehe, lao gong juz worry that those homework will makes u become crazy and restless.

Let me suggest u an idea, actually u can do ur homework during school time.
As we know, those homework wont stop coming.
Not all the teacher are teaching n present in the class de ma,
u can complete ur homework on that time.
When dar got free period, dar should do homework instead of sleeping or relaxing d.
If really no time in school, I think dar should give up some homework.
Like me, I wont do my BM, Sej, Sivik,Account, EA and Moral exercise.
Unless they really wanna check or mark the homework.
But one thing I found out is, they never CHECK my class's homework.
Hehe, another tactic is observe their style in ur class...

I list out mine,

Unfear teacher
Bm - Teacher seldom enter class, seldom give homework.
Sej - Teacher never ask us to hand in our homework, even she do, she never check.
Sivik - Come in give amen only, respect her jiu ok le.
Moral - When she come in, nobody bother her -_-
Acc (Quite Fear) - She dunno who got pass up and who never. U know how to do den ok le.
EA - She never give exercise, complete her note jiu ok le.

Fearful teacher
BI - Must do his homework. Cannot play play.
Add Maths - Siao teacher, u late hand up also might kena.
Maths - She check who never pass up her books d.
Science - Now do now pass d...

U see, I onli need to do few homework. I reduced alot unuseful homework le XD
Lao po can try to do like me d.
Consider abt it, this tactic is quite useful to overcome massive homework.
Sometimes when we do homework, we must do it wit meaning.
We cant juz do like a robot, like that baru we can study mar.
Lao gong hope my advice will helps u.
Cheer ^~^v, Love lao po.
Muackx~!

The Knowing...

That day, when ur mom wanna check ur phone.
I very worry abt u...
And I also worry abt our relation.
I scare u will have a dark day after ur mom know it.
I scare we might forced to leave each other.
From the time u told me, I was very scare, although I advice u nothing will happened
I tried to say many things to keep us calm, but it seems not working.
At the end, I make a promise agn, which is we wont leave each other...
We made a promise, da le gou gou~
I cried in the classroom silently on that day...
I believe she worry n cry more than I do.

At the end, her mom never check her phone.
That was really lucky!!!
Thx god... Really thx!!!
Next time we have to be more clever when communicating le.
She planned to change my phone contact name to a girl's name.
Which is Cindy -___-
Hope it will cope over her mother's suspect...

Not all the parents accept their son/daughter coupling wit others.
Many parents also cant accept coupling,
so we need to lie to parents...
I feel sorry to cause ur life in trouble.
Although I bring u love n care, and many more thing.
But ur life become more secret n tricky towards ur family.
Im sorry to bring u this kind of problem.
It is a risk anyway, hope we can solve this matter.
I was wondering, if all the parents accept their son/daughter coupling,
how good would it be, but not all the couple like us geh...
Is it bad to lying? Hmm...

One more thing I should highlight,
I wanna thx lao po for being 不顾一切 d take this risk for being together wit me.
Since u did that, I wont let it down...
I wont leave u as well, even our destiny really cant together in this moment,
I will wait for u... Because I love u ^^
My heart belongs to u, u are my true beloved :)

One day, I dream abt us.
Im not fully remember wad's the dream is,
but I know that it is our future d.
We are living together peacefully and lovely,
passing the day n night together,
and we were working hard to find money.
This kind of dream, kinna stupid hor?
I hope one day this dream will becomes real.
And I will wait for that coming day...

I always wanted to dream more,
If I can dream more, I wanted to dream more abt me n u.
In now or future which is abt us...
We cant predict our fate n life, but the future will give us the answer.
All we can do is to maintain our love together.
Being positive n supportive to each other.
Our hope will come true in one day ^^

Today I come late le, cant let darling sleep on my shoulder tim.
Plus darling cant stand a chance to massage for mi ><
We do it on other day k?
Today we like blur blur d. Aiks@@

Hmm, this weekend u are kinna busy wit ur relative's wedding.
No matter how, have more rest arh.
Dun over tired, drink more water k?
The weather really sot plug de, so hot.
Take good care o, enjoy on ur celebration of mother's day.
I also wish ur mommy a Happy Mother's Day.
And wish lao po a Happy Wesak Day + Happy 74th Day Aniversary XD
Muack, take good care arh.