Ending Holidays

This terms holiday is ending soon le,
Arrrr, cant wait to see lao po in school.
I miss u!!!!
Cant effort to face the exam T.T
I hateeee examsss!!!!!

Yesterday (29/8/09), my dream comes true,
I hugged her n kissed her...
Juz like my dream, but the scene not same...
But nvm wo, at least half true le...

Lao po, im feeling stress during this few days.
Trial exam is coming, i feel like im not well prepared.
Arghhhhhh... Stress stress o...
Help me ><

Our Half Year

It has been 182 days together.
Lao po, how do u feel?
We together quite a long time le,
in this half year, do u feel happy? do u feel my love?
I would like to forward the msg that I had sent to u into here.
So that the things that I had told u wont fade away through text message ^^

"Lao po, happy half year anniversary.
Do u still remember the time when we started?
I cant believe that time has past so fast..
Blink blink har eye half year le.
I feel very happy n glad to have u wit me for all this half year.
Without u, i dont know who will i become now.
Jux wanna tell u that i never feel regret to have u in my life.
In these days, we had walk across alot of different challenges.
and we do hold hand to hand and past all the problems together.
First, i shall thx the god for giving us 缘分 to be together.
Letting us to have a good start...
I hope that we will be together forever.
Secondly, i shall thx lao po n myself because we gave alot of love,
cares, sacrifices, courage, confident, time and many many more which is related to us.
Over this time, although this half year was short.
But i do think that is was a long time n filled wit alot of meaning to us.
Thirdly, i shall thx all of our surrounding friend who gave alot of support to us.
Without them, we wont be having such strong relation.
Or we might not together now without them.
Urm, i never felt that my life was filled wit so many love.
Love de, promise de, pain de, happy de, sad de, playish de, cold de, sharing de, argue de, almost everything. This half year, u really become a path of me,
u are compulsory, my heart are melted by u.
both of our heart are well connected.
Love cant me seen, love cant be listen.
It cant be compare wit others also.
But we onli can make sure tat we are being a perfect couple together.
Both of us shall not blame anything to each other, or even ownself.
And I also feel that lao po had become more n more important to me le.
Dont lao po feel that too? are u thinking the same as i do?
Since the day we together, our life have changed.
I hope we could make it becomes more alive,more bright, more colourful...
Lao po, i love u forever n ever. Good morning ^~^"

24Aug2009 05:51a.m. (Modified)

Hehe, argh, we still have lots n lots more time to pass.
Hmm, i do feel that this coming days, months, years, will be very excited.
Because, every moment I past wit u, i will make sure that we will together.
No matter what happen ^^.
Muackx~!

1st movie (23 aug)

Hehe, this day was a day before our half year anniversary.
In this bright n sunny Sunday, lao po went out wit sim wey.
They went leisure mall n sing k oo, so good T.T
Surprisingly, lao po asked me to have a dating wit her @@
I quickly change n fly to leisure :P

At 1st, I planned to wear very normal,
but mike stopped me from that.
He mentioned that dating should wear too normal :X
U know la, this lao gong old fashion.
So, i wear casual n go meet my lao po ^^
Before I go out, my dad seems like know that I go pak toh like that,
thx to mike -_-.
But he's ok wit that.
Aiks, juz wanna share the procedure to lao po XD

When I reached leisure, i walk around 1st n then meet wit lao po.
Lao po seems moody, the events happened not as planned.
But at the end, everything became normal.
Lao po, im*hug hug* that I had being so fierce.
It gaves u bad image abt me n makes u blame ur self wrong.
I know I should not scold back the driver when crossing the road.
But I cant bare to see a P-License driver went crazy like that.
They scold me nvm, but they scolded u.
Lao gong that time sure angry de ma, i cant control myself on that.
Lao po emo on that day, I should give more n more n more n more n more care to her.
But not anger...
Sowieeeeeeeee.
Lao gong sek fan.

Lao po, dont misunderstand that im being moody or unhappy in neway that time.
Im really ok, I was enjoy going out wit u for the whole time.
Lao po, forget abt it k? Dont keep think abt it and blame urself wrong le...

Aiks, that day were our 1st time watching movie in the cinema.
Although is kinna late waiting mr x come.
But everything is fine, most important we can watch movie onli :D
I do like lao po ku chit me n hug me o... I sha de @@
Hmm, do lao po enjoy watching movie wit me?

After that, we went to gilly cafe, everyone seems get bored wit my cold jokes. :(
But i was trying to cheer lao po up.
I dint meant to blame lao po's attitude n horoscope on her d.
I swear...
*hug hug* if I hurts u...
No longer her mom reach there n fetch her back.
While mrs n mr x went back by car.
Me went back by bus, meet mandy choy (mike's sister) at the bus stop.

After reaching mike's house, I had receive some advice from my friend.
I hope it will helps me and my way could give wad lao po wan.
I will modify myself to be a better lao gong.
Lao po, hope u enjoy the day wit me.
And, i do appriciate every moment wit u,
not juz on that day, but is every day de time i be wit u...
I love lao po ^^ Muackssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!

Holidays

Baby, there is one week term holiday.
We'll be unable to see each other for one week le.
Huhu, we sure miss each other very much.
Sorry that I have being moody n unhappy during this few days.
Thx for lao po's accompany all the time.
I had feel better now :)
^^

Lao po ar, u cried recently.
Lao gong quite worry abt u,
I hope that I can be wit u all the time.
So when u need me, I will always be there ^^
U already promise me that u will put me in 1st position,
and will tell me everything de o...
Dont keep all the things wit u.
I know lao po duwan me worry u, den u duwan tell d.
But it is better that u tell me everything than not telling.
Because it hurts :P

Hehe, I think our kisses now are uncountable le.
So we no need count how many times we kiss le o XD
Sha lao gong hor?
Today was the "Hari Anugerah Cemerlang" day...
I decided to go to school n accompany lao po.
We did spend nice time in the school.
Badly, something bad happened, it reminds me of the past of some unhappy stuff.
I went out from the hall for awhile.
Hmm, lao po dont worry, I dint cry...
Because if lao gong cry, lao po will follow me cry d.
Unless I cant tahan o :P, but I will still be strong d.
Lao po, dont worry abt today le.
I dint think abt it le... ^^

Today was quite a memoriable day,
we seldom have change to be so close to each other.
The most kiss we have...
The most longest time u sleep beside me...
The most time u bite me...
The 1st time u CPR me :P
Ahhh~ A memoriable day...
Another day that we cant forget :)))

Lao po, lao gong really wanna thx u for supporting me.
During this holidays, lao po need to take very good care of urself orh.
Drink more water, rest more...
Lao gong pei u ^^
I think I have to go le.
Buai buai orh :D
Muackx!~

(Thx = Muackx, Sorry = Hugs) XD, our new equations...

Nightmares

Lao po, recently u had a bad dream.
It caused u cant sleep well n have the bad image wit u for few days.
Eeeee, bad dream bad dream...ignore it ><
No matter wat happened, lao gong wont leave u de na.
I swear o~~~
Lao po, u are the one who I love the most.
I wont leave my responsible n my love like that.
I had found people who I love the most, I should appreciate it arrrr ^^
When the nightmare comes, lao po try think our happy moment.
Together, any nightmare sure can overcome d!!!
Think about the hagen daez. Huhu~

Hmm, lao po working very hard recently.
The school activity n homework is going to kill u apart.
Hence, the end year exam also killing.
I understand lao po feeling, lao po got many things to do.
But it really very tiring n xin ku d.
Remember o, one day onli got 24 hours,
time is very precious d and we cant done our task within that time.
It might takes few days, or few months to finish a task.
But also need rest de ar...
Lao po, rest more k?
Lao gong worry that u tired tired...

However, lao gong will stay beside u n support u.
No matter how tired I am, how problematic it is.
Lao gong also will try my best to help lao po de o.
At the same time, lao gong will also try my best to advice lao po ^^
I can admit, although lao gong abit selfish towards friends.
But with lao po, i wont be selfish...
I dont know y, maybe I put lao po more important than me ba :X
So I also not rela hati to see lao po xin ku de ar ><

Lao po, in this aspect, it is not called stubborn.
It is called, "Still standing when standing is not easy".
Lao po getting stronger n stronger le o,
but lao gong still need to do my job to protect lao po. Blekkkkk
(say dao myself like very dim like that :P)
This is also love ar, if a couple never care and help each other.
Those are not true love :P
I know I perasan, n I know I long gas too.
I wanted to remind lao po that I do care n love u...
I consider all of ur stuff...
This lao gong really very baka hor?
Maybe this is my way to express my love to lao po ba :P
If lao po wan complain that im too "busy body", lao po can complain de ar ><
Lao gong sot sot geh....

Eh, lao po sure very tired now le.
Remember, drink more water, rest more...
Dont get sick or even fall down.
Muacks muacks~
Lao gong sayang... ^^
This is my 60th post XD

15 August

This day, can consider out 1st complete dating =D
Im kinna nervous to choose wad shirt n pants i should wear @@
In conclusion, I wear just normal :P
Although this time we go for school function which is the "Fashion Show" held by the school exxon club, but I do feel very happy on that night.
A day that I cant forget.
Lao po, do u feel happy too? :P

Before this, we had "gotong royong" in our school during morning.
The task was so tiring as I need to sweet the school outer corridor.
I saw lao po cleaning in her class too.
But I like a sha lao standing there n sweep those dirty chewing gums n etc.
After that we did spend time together.
I do realize something,
actually sleeping at lao po leg is so comfortable d XD.
I feel like I become baby le, wan sleep agn :P
After that, I went back n Lao po stayed back for meeting.

I had a short nap, but lao po was busy doing her homework.
Pity lao po, got no time to rest. T.T
Lao gong sayang back ^^

Back to the main part, we meet at Fun Ok on 5pm.
I guess this is the 5th time we went there together :)
I had my meal there, but lao po dint eat.
After that we walk back to school n waited for the entry.
It tooks quite a time to wait for the entry.
We went in n sit with her group of friend.
The show seems boring, but I never miss a moment wit lao po.
We do take pics together too!
Well, this is the 1st time I did this :P
The pic we took keep on out of accuracy @@
But we do manage to took nice pic together...
Hehe.

When the function finish n lao po got to go le,
I feel like duwan to let her go ><
Her mommy arrive le, so we called it a day T.T
Lao po also very tired le, she slept 1st while I wait for my mom to fetch me back.
It was a tiring day, but very happy day XD


Im asking myself, when will we have another time dating together?
Sobs, i miss her alot ler T.T
Lao po zai, I love u forever.
Our half year aniversary coming soon le :P

Sorry T.T

Lao po, sorry for everything recently...
Im sorry.... Lao gong useless... Sorry...

This few week really got to take care, ghost festival plus typhoon season...
Muackx.
I miss u, I really wanted to see u ler T.T
I miss ur hug, I miss ur kiss...
I MISS THE WHOLE LAO PO T.T
Sorry...

A New August

Day by day, month by month.
Guess wad, we almost half year together le.
Ahh, time pass so fast.

There's a lot of our unforget memories during the past.
My straw-heart, spend my 6 days for it :P
During the cold n stormy rain in school,the way i hugged lao po (sorry if i hug too tight).
The moment we play around when we meet, cute...

During these days, lao po sure filled wit problems.
Lao po suffering ler ><
Dun be so pressure k?
Remember wad lao gong told u today.

Lao gong feel very happy today as we seldom can go out together.
Although we jux having lunch together,
but I feel very man zhu le.
We had our lunch at fun ok, wit Chui Li n Daniel.
We both had some battle over there, she wanted to delete her pic in my phone :(
Fun to play together but sad that lao po wan delete it :(((
After that we went back to school and wait lao po geh mommy fetch her n Chui Li back.

On the moment that we both spend time at the pondok there.
That place reminds both of us of the st john aniversary day,
I acted our memories and I seems quite stupid :P
When we both sitting together,
I get to express my feeling to her.
I feel like wanna drop my tears on that moment.
Coz I juz feel so happy that she's wit me.
Hehe, I know I sha, but I do very very love u.
Muackx :)

Lao po, no matter how,
Hold me tight, dun let me go k?
I love u...