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It was raining season...

I am having my SPM examination.

Although I looks nothing,

but, I feel very complicate...

I dont know wad im thinking.

Seems that this exam gives me alot of pressure.

The day before my examination,

I would like to thx lao po for the sudden appear.

I am surprise n I feel very happy to see u there.

I really wanted to come over n sit beside u.

N when I tell Ken that I wanted to sit beside u,

his mood change, he say he will be alone after I go.

Since he open his mouth, I could not sit beside lao po.

I asked lao po to sit wit me, but she could not too.

Coz her junior was there.

Although it was a disappointing one,

But it's really fine for me,

I really feel very happy to see lao po there le.

Lao po, I really not purposely duwan sit wit u demi fren d.

But I really cant leave him alone,

因为他已经开了口说他会孤独.

So I am forced to sit wit him.

Lao po, I guess u know the feeling le ba?

although I am really not purpose.

Abt that night, sorry...

I gave ur mommy scold, n I made u unhappy.

Lao po, dont die...

Lao po, dont lie to me...

Dont hide anythings from me...

Every ppl got their anger, it depends how u look into the matter.

Actually I know wad ur mood.

I can see the colour in ur heart.

U are always unhappy.

Actually I feel very wrong.

Sometimes I even think that im not deserve to be a good bf for u.

Die de is me...

My heart, full of u...

When I read ur blog,

I tell myself, "I know wad u are thinking now."

U leave comment on facebook,

I do feel very happy, but I dont dare to reply the comment.

I scare ur mommy saw wad I reply.

Im sorry

About that word,

I wont use those kind of words le k?

U dont like, juz let lao gong know.

Dont keep it inside ur heart.

Its ok for u to tell me, I'll accept it.

Im sorry once agn.

I really dunno how to help lao po.

My mind is blank except u.

I dreamed u everyday.

I miss u every moment.

My mind juz full of u...

And I feel very sorry,

Because I made lao po dropped so many tears.

Ur heart always pain.

Lao po, I dont know wad happened to us.

Both of us seems like cold cold already.

Can we talk abt this?

Lao po, after listen words from my father.

I feel that im very lucky to have u in my life.

I feel very happy, because I dint choose a wrong person to love.

And I would like to tell lao po again.

I onli love u, I love u forever ^^

I wont leave u!

Great Thanks...

Lao po,

I really wan to thx u for supporting me all the time.

On 7th Nov Sat,

U gifted me a set of stationary tools.

U know im going to have SPM soon le.

U prepare this things to me...

Thx lao po, really thx u for supporting me.

From the moment I received it from u,

I know that gift is a set of stationary tools.

I feel so happy, very very happy...

U know this big head prawn lao gong wont prepare until last minute de,

U helped me...

This feeling really very happy n cheerful...

Muackx!!

It was the 1st time I received a letter from u.

It was written by u.

When I see the words u wrote inside,

I can feel it from the words.

I feel touched,

although it is simple, but it means alot to me.

Lao po, no matter how, no matter wad,

I wont leave u...

Mark my words, believe me~

U are the best person in my life.

Only lao po can makes me happy.

Only u could decide the weather in my life.

:), lao po, I love u...

I will try my best to do well in my exam...

Thx u, Muackx!!!~

Love lao po forever :D

Since we are together,

wad i had contributed for u,

wad i had done for u,

all the things that i had did just for u...

did i do i correctly?

or i did it all in wrong way?

I tried my real best already,

I dint receive any words from u,

I cant read ur answer,

I dont know how will u feel towards me.

Lao po,

Can u feel my love, my care?

Sometimes,

i would sit on the sofa,

listen to the music,

sleep on the bed,

or even stand at there,

doing nothing but juz thinking of u.

Since very long time ago,

I knew how to cover my emotions.

All I have to do is smile.

Today, I dont care whether i am happy or not,

all i have to do is smile.

When im happy, I smile.

When im not happy, I smile too.

But when the time I am beside u,

I feel happy...very happy...

Thats where my true smiles from...

My mind getting blank, except u.

I dont know, i juz wan to help lao po.

Im moving deeper into lao po's life,

I juz wanna keep moving, n keep moving...

Until u can get pure happiness from me.

I dont know whether im important for u onot.

But I still tried my best to be as good as possible.

I never force myself to do that,

I do it by my heart...

I dont know y im so willing.

Yesterday, it was the annual party.

This was the 2nd time I past this party wit her.

It was a moody day for her.

Everything abt me n her are grey in colour.

Even the day before that she's like that...

I dont know wad to do...Really.

This time, it was a bad time for us.

Lao po lost ur ring, I tried to advice her.

But she agreed that I dont love her.

I cant hold my tears in my heart, I cried out.

I never cry like yesterday before.

Im so weak, im so useless!

Im not a good boy friend....

Lao po, im sorry...

I still love u very much,

I will keep on loving u...

Lao po, i dunno wad i wan to write le.

I forget all the words that i wanted to type.

I'll stop here...

Bye~