29/5/2009

Forever love...

It's end of May,
where our midterm of schooling are finish le.
The stress of facing mid term exam also gone le.
Today is the last day of the school, after that we will have 2 weeks of holiday.
Lao po, i will surely miss u alot during this 2 weeks.
:(

Today, it is a day that we cant forget.
We spend the every moment in school.
We did the decoration for the notice board together, with the club com gang @@
At 1st, lao po get angry to me le.
Im so sorry ler, but at the end she dint angry me le.
Im still wondering the moment I hug her.
Dunno y, I love to hug her alot, because it feels great and warm.
Today I also hug le u many time le nor.
But semakin hug, semakin more wan hug u le XD
Sweeter than 5/20 that day we hug hor? :P

Lao po, today I gave the ring tat I bought for us.
I hope u accept it with ur true heart.
A pair of couple ring, means alot.
Even how poor I am, I will sacrifice my money to get it for u.
Dun worry, I will earn back the money de ^^
Dun heart pain also arrr.
Wan guai jiu guai me love u too much le ba.
Demi u, I rather sacrifice my stuff.
Demi our love, I rather do my best to archive our love.
I wanted to let u know that im ur dearest lao gong.
That no others can do like wad I do.
Ya, I know im insane, but u appriciate it well.
I feel man zhu le : )

I am the world most baka de sha lao.
Who fall in love wit u deeply.
And I will never leave u...
I swear XD
Sometimes I kek dao u and make dao u angry,
Im sorry o... : (
Today I kek dao u very angry le hor?
Sorry sorry sorry!!!

This is a simple ring, not an expensive ring.
When I can afford to buy a expensive one,
I would like to get one pair of it.
Having a pair ring for us, it is not a waste.
I juz wanted us to have a pair of couple thing,
a couple thing that can kekalkan our love no matter where we are, how we are.
I wan our love to be forever, because I love u :)
I love u so so so so much. ^^
Sorry that I cant give u a touching speech to u while giving u the ring.
Because it is the 1st time I give ring to girl.
I feel that im wood head.
But I hope u get wad I wanna tell u on that situation.
Im kinna nervous @@
(I setted my hair for today, juz wanna give u remember my smart look, perasan betul XD)
(I even think many way to give u the ring, but it becomes not as I aspected, I turned up naturally)

This is the 1st time I receive a kiss from u.
I will never forget the kiss from u.
This kiss from u, very bao gui.
I wont waste the kiss from u.
I feel very happy, very special.
U melt down my heart completely.
Lao po, im belongs to u le ^^
We have couple ring, couple key chain, and even a promise kiss~
No body can take me away from u jor ><
Lao po also belongs to me XD

I would like to thx god and all ppl who supported us,
for letting me have a beloved that I love the most,
for giving oportunity and happy moment to us.
I will appriciate this love, I hope we will have a good life.
And love each other till the end of our life.
Once agn, Lao po, I love u, now n forever~
Muackx!!!

Our 3rd Month

Its been a long time agn,
sorry that I never post recently.
My com cant use after my dad did something very shock to it.
All of my files and memories that I had stored since 5 years ago has been lost.
My pics, songs, text, file and etc all juz like tsunami gone le.
I cant accept the fact n cried on that night,
my 5 years of my stuff washed away..
Lao po sure worry me alot, sayang back k?
My heart kinna weak huh?
I was wondering, I lost my files I also like wan die wan die jor.
I wonder if I lost u, how will I be???

Now, my brain like kosong le.
I havent recover from the shock.
Last time I use my computer to entertain myself.
I wrote all my mood inside n took alot of pic inside.
I did alot of my stuff in the computer.
It juz like a sudden my files inside my com lost.
But luckily I still can recover my picture back into my computer.
It tooks me alot of time to find back all the pic using a program.

Try to imagine if the computer changed to u.
All my love n cares towards u gone suddenly, how pain am I will be.
I duwan to lost u...

In this 3 months, we contribute alot of time together le hor?
The moment we hold our hand in the bus, walk inside the leisure mall,
walking back from school with rain and at the end we basah le, ghost house in carnival day,
1st time kissing u in the lab, and the 1st time u kiss me inside the lab while we sitting, passing my birthday wit me, our hugs (May20th) and many many more.
This is our 最幸福 de moment hor? Hehe.
These memories I wont forget in my life...
Lao po, u are the most precious people in my life.
If u are here now, I want to hug u tight and say I love u.
I wan u to feel wad im feeling ^^

Start this 3rd month onwards, we might having a hard time le.
I dunno this is my mental problem or wad.
This is one of my reason which makes me unhappy.
I feel that, when my ex gf wit me, we together until the 3rd months onward,
there will be something that causes problems n break.
This is wad I had experience since last time.
Im very scare tat this problem will happens to us,
I dunno, I really dunno wad to do but juz to try my best maintain our love.
This can be consider as a 恐惧 to me ba.
Im trying to cope over this matter.
But lao po, u must also help me to overcome this problem.
I need u to cheer me up...

Lao po, sorry that recently im so moody.
Everything problems comes to me suddenly.
I really cant withstand wit the pressure I have.
It makes me think alot of unhappy stuff.
But I'd tried to calm my self down.
Im thinking of u always to reduce my pressure.

(Haha, everyone will got their moody de moment.
I think this is my turn that my problem come le..)

Recently, we less sms le.
Last night, I keep on slide my phone waiting ur msg.
At the end we cant manage to sms because of the stupid digi problem.
Another reason if because of study,
I think lao po also wait for my msg everytime when im busy ba?
Exam, we both also busy for study and revise.
Im sorry that I makes u become lonely recently.
I hope u can understand my situation.
After exam, this problem wont exist le ba? ^^

Well, we had passed our 3rd month together.
It also 1/4 years le lu, a quarter year XD.
Aiks, we still got a long way to go.
Anyway, happy 3rd month aniversary o.
I must be happy always ><

Mid Term

Lao po, now is the season of exam.
Over the day n night, both of us study non stop.
Our eye stamped with panda eye,
every morning we meet each other also will see dao our tiring and stress de face.
exam is really tiring, fast fast finish it ler.
Now we gotta xin ku awhile, den can relax le.
(Holiday is coming, wohooo~~~)
Jia You arh, Muackx~ ^^

Recently, dar unhappy because of me and study.
Exam coming, my friend all come my house study gao gao.
Lao gong busy until dint much care dao lao po.
I feel very sorry ler, but I really dun meant to let darling alone ler.
I swear, next time if im busy I will inform dar le...

Another problem is I skip or take my meal in wrong time always.
Sometimes, I dint eat my dinner or I'll eat my meal lately.
Coz I used to it since the time I work le :S
During last time when I work in a restaurant,
I eat on 5pm before work, den until 11.30 (after work) only go back.
Sometimes I will eat supper on tat time, but sometims I will not.
When last time my parent always argue or busy,
Im the only ppl in the house.
they never cook dinner, they never tabao food on dinner.
So I also simply take my dinner, or even skip it.

Lao po, after ur caring n worry...
I finally know it's really not good for my health,
and I should change that habbit.
Im sorry to let u worry...
I wont let it happened agn.
U even almost drop ur tear because of me.
I will change it de, I duwan lao po sad sad n worry abt my health agn le.
Promise...

Lao po, this few day de weather really bad and u sick le.
Im very worry abt u arh, I tot yesterday u sick den today ok jor d.
How know ur temperature increased today.
Now we are in exam season ler, u already enough xin ku le.
Still sick o, im really super dupper worry.
U also vomit juz now...
Dunno how to say, u insist that u're ok, but I feel the bitterness that u have.
I really feel like wanna drop my tears.
I wanted to be all the time wit u when u're sick...
Hope u can ok back from sick ler...

The 2nd Kiss

Haha, I kissed her in the school during morning.
I know, it was quite shock for her.
Coz this is the 2nd kiss I give her.
She was thinking abt it, n I kissed her all of a sudden.
If im rude, im sorry.
But I really cant hold to kiss u le ><

I dunno y, wit u, I got this kind of feeling...
Hope u wont dislike it ba, but if u dun like, u gotta tell lao gong o~

Today, I had a hard time wit add maths.
4 n half hours sitting inside the class do that paper.
My head really wan burst le...
When the exam going to over???
Lao po, save me arhhhh...
Ease My Burdennnnn~~~

Lao po, I bought le hotlink to u le.
But u need to setting ur phone to 3g before u call.
Then, we got video call le ^^
When we both miss each other, we finally can 3g 3g le ^^
No worries, that number reload rm10 can use one year d.
Wait until not enough credit that time onli reload k?

Hmm, when u mention abt CNY night that day.
It rewinds alot of thing.
Things that not should happen on that time.
It happen now... Kinna funny huh?
Is this all has been set?
我们早就注定在一 起了?

Even it is, or not...
I feel glad to have u in my life.
I wanna thx 上天 for setting us to be couple.
Even some ppl think this love is simple,
But I dont think it is simple, 反而 important for me.
Honestly, I never love a girl so deeply.
And u are the 1st one I love so deep ^^
May our love cant break into apart,
May our love be forever.

Lao po, I love u, I swear~ ^~^

Strange Attitude + Homework Tsunami

Many of us got an strange attitude,
which is looking down on ourself.
I meet one of my friend, who being like tat.
She use to be one of my normal friend, sitting beside Alex.
Lao po dun wu hui arh, im not mention abt u.

It happened after the 2nd intervesi exam,
me, mikey n alex who less study and being relax all the time got better result than her.
She aspect good result from the exam, maybe she did hard for it.
Sadly, she cant archive a good result.
And her result are at the back of us, some subjects onli la...
Recently, I can see her "sour face" in the class,
she is trying to study hard to archive her target.
But don't you feel she is very stress???

I take this as a issue for this blog because I got some words to share with.
Lao po, u see la...
Every ppl got different ability and not all are PERFECT.
We cant use their good part and compare wit us,
If u do so, u will onli reduce ur confident towards that specific part.
U might feel that u are getting more stress,
U might also feel that u are getting more weak in that part too.
At the end, u are not getting weaker...
It is juz because u think too much...

"天生我才必有用"
We cannot compare other ppl with us.
We shall not competite wit them.
Because, we are competiting wit our ownself, not others.
Ya, we always admire other ppl that have higher knowledge or intelligent than us.
We use other ppl as our role and chase them.
But do u think it considered as u already win???
Even though we managed to chase them,
it doesnt mean that we have won the game.
We only can set our target higher and know what we suppost to do.
We still need to win ourself, we need to win the image which always same level wit u...
Stressed out~
The lesson from it is, dun make urself stress when other ppl are better than u.
Practice makes perfect ^^


By the way,
We should be our ownself, not to stress up ourself by looking on others.
We have our own plan, our own strategy.
All we need is time, time cant buy back, it keep on passing.
We practice to be good day by day, u will have strong power.
But if we practice in a short time to have strong power, it's impossible.
Lao po, man man lai, u can chase up de.
I know ur homework like mountain everest, but u gotta do it slowly ya.
U got alot of time de, spend ur time wisely o.
Dun juz do homework ler, u need time to rest.
Hehe, lao gong juz worry that those homework will makes u become crazy and restless.

Let me suggest u an idea, actually u can do ur homework during school time.
As we know, those homework wont stop coming.
Not all the teacher are teaching n present in the class de ma,
u can complete ur homework on that time.
When dar got free period, dar should do homework instead of sleeping or relaxing d.
If really no time in school, I think dar should give up some homework.
Like me, I wont do my BM, Sej, Sivik,Account, EA and Moral exercise.
Unless they really wanna check or mark the homework.
But one thing I found out is, they never CHECK my class's homework.
Hehe, another tactic is observe their style in ur class...

I list out mine,

Unfear teacher
Bm - Teacher seldom enter class, seldom give homework.
Sej - Teacher never ask us to hand in our homework, even she do, she never check.
Sivik - Come in give amen only, respect her jiu ok le.
Moral - When she come in, nobody bother her -_-
Acc (Quite Fear) - She dunno who got pass up and who never. U know how to do den ok le.
EA - She never give exercise, complete her note jiu ok le.

Fearful teacher
BI - Must do his homework. Cannot play play.
Add Maths - Siao teacher, u late hand up also might kena.
Maths - She check who never pass up her books d.
Science - Now do now pass d...

U see, I onli need to do few homework. I reduced alot unuseful homework le XD
Lao po can try to do like me d.
Consider abt it, this tactic is quite useful to overcome massive homework.
Sometimes when we do homework, we must do it wit meaning.
We cant juz do like a robot, like that baru we can study mar.
Lao gong hope my advice will helps u.
Cheer ^~^v, Love lao po.
Muackx~!

The Knowing...

That day, when ur mom wanna check ur phone.
I very worry abt u...
And I also worry abt our relation.
I scare u will have a dark day after ur mom know it.
I scare we might forced to leave each other.
From the time u told me, I was very scare, although I advice u nothing will happened
I tried to say many things to keep us calm, but it seems not working.
At the end, I make a promise agn, which is we wont leave each other...
We made a promise, da le gou gou~
I cried in the classroom silently on that day...
I believe she worry n cry more than I do.

At the end, her mom never check her phone.
That was really lucky!!!
Thx god... Really thx!!!
Next time we have to be more clever when communicating le.
She planned to change my phone contact name to a girl's name.
Which is Cindy -___-
Hope it will cope over her mother's suspect...

Not all the parents accept their son/daughter coupling wit others.
Many parents also cant accept coupling,
so we need to lie to parents...
I feel sorry to cause ur life in trouble.
Although I bring u love n care, and many more thing.
But ur life become more secret n tricky towards ur family.
Im sorry to bring u this kind of problem.
It is a risk anyway, hope we can solve this matter.
I was wondering, if all the parents accept their son/daughter coupling,
how good would it be, but not all the couple like us geh...
Is it bad to lying? Hmm...

One more thing I should highlight,
I wanna thx lao po for being 不顾一切 d take this risk for being together wit me.
Since u did that, I wont let it down...
I wont leave u as well, even our destiny really cant together in this moment,
I will wait for u... Because I love u ^^
My heart belongs to u, u are my true beloved :)

One day, I dream abt us.
Im not fully remember wad's the dream is,
but I know that it is our future d.
We are living together peacefully and lovely,
passing the day n night together,
and we were working hard to find money.
This kind of dream, kinna stupid hor?
I hope one day this dream will becomes real.
And I will wait for that coming day...

I always wanted to dream more,
If I can dream more, I wanted to dream more abt me n u.
In now or future which is abt us...
We cant predict our fate n life, but the future will give us the answer.
All we can do is to maintain our love together.
Being positive n supportive to each other.
Our hope will come true in one day ^^

Today I come late le, cant let darling sleep on my shoulder tim.
Plus darling cant stand a chance to massage for mi ><
We do it on other day k?
Today we like blur blur d. Aiks@@

Hmm, this weekend u are kinna busy wit ur relative's wedding.
No matter how, have more rest arh.
Dun over tired, drink more water k?
The weather really sot plug de, so hot.
Take good care o, enjoy on ur celebration of mother's day.
I also wish ur mommy a Happy Mother's Day.
And wish lao po a Happy Wesak Day + Happy 74th Day Aniversary XD
Muack, take good care arh.

Lao Gong's Bday

Lao po take de pic, our couple key chain o!^^

5th of May, it is my birthday,
Many ppl send message to wish me happy birthday by sms, msn and even friendster.
Lao po is the 1st one who wish me birthday on the exact day ^^
I tot it would be a very simple bday for this year,
but really tak sangka there are celebration for me ^^
It can consider a happy day for me.
Alot of other ppl wish me bday too, thx to u all...
A special thx for lao po for the present n wishing too ^^

On that midnight,
I cant get to sleep because my flu keep coming non stop like open pipe.
I feel sleepy n heavy when im wake up, quite cham.
Birthday also will sick~

I go to school as normal in the morning,
darling is the 1st who give me the present and wish me in school also XD
So happy o ^^, love u so much!!! ><
The school day pass with full of happiness, there are alot of ppl wish me too...
Thx o...

When im in the class, I was looking at the sky n think abt darling.
Suddenly it rain awhile, then the weather become clear back.
I look at the sky agn n day dream abt her XD
When recess, I recess wit darling,
she seems moody when I tell her abt the present that she gave.
Dun talk much abt it na, dar n me know jiu hao le...
But nvm na, dun feel down abt it.
A gift from u, I appriciate it alot, it means alot no matter how that gift is.
Most important u really got me in your heart, and together wit me pass my birthday jiu enough le.
U become my another half of my heart already can consider the most best present I got jor d ><

After school, she still not that happy, but she looks better after it.
This is the 1st time lao po celebrate bday wit me.
Abit gan chiong also d, we go to fun ok n celebrate.
Our 2nd time makan at there le wo. We sit together, while others do their stuff.
They took quite alot of pic there, including me n her -_-
I called xin chou mi hun for her n she called honey chicken rice for mi.
We all enjoy the meal there...
Eh, the note lost liao wo... Yer, next time we bring paper go there write one more agn T.T
After that event, we go back to the lab there n waiting for go back.
Sei lo, i answered her mom de call arrrr. Dunno she will suspect onot ler?
Eeeee, they so bad, bully my lao po, keep on give lao po see me n her d pic.
Make dao her angry n kawat kaki jor... Argh ><

No longer she went back le, bu she der she go back so early...
She haven give me a goodbye kiss XD
Happy moment pass so fast, it's onli a blink of eye.
Joy of happiness wit darling like that jiu pass le...
I ask my friend to delete the video abt me n her in fun ok.
They deleted most of it...left one ppl... Haih.
Forget abt it, he almost spoil me n dar dar d mood.

Today, can be consider a wonderful bday le.
Got dar celebrate wit me, I man zhu le o.
Although my expression dint show that i wanted to celebrate wit lao po for my birthday jiu can le...
But my heart meant alot, her present makes we feel so happy.
Makes me feel so lovely, although it is a simple celebration ^^
Lao po, thx for everything that u gave to me...
I love u, I really really do love u...
Muackx~

My birhday going to over le, and im 17 now...
Im getting more old le, darling will still wan me de o? Hehe...
Feel that my self getting more old jor o...
Not like last time kid that time le.
Day by day, I get more knowledge n experience.
I faced different problem from different aspect.
Lao po, I need u in my life...
Dun leave me k? My heart is always wit u.
Once agn, happy birthday to myself...

I made a wish, hope it really come true~

Key Chain

Lao po arh, thx for the key chain that u gift me o.
I lurv it so much~~~
U bought from genting o? XD
I will keep it nicely n always carry along wit it ^^

Although state comp over le, darling will feel relax alot le.
But the study that u had left out alot really makes u hard to chase.
Actually form 4 is a tough year, it is a foundation.
Once u master form 4, form 5 is ur honey moon year.
U really need to study hard for it, but not study until sot na...
Not like me, gao gao zhan when form 4, now I suffering.

Mid year exam coming le, Lao po try ur best k???
I dont have enough time to prepare for that, my result sure very bad.
But I also promise u to try my best o...
Lao gong also promise u one thing, I will teach u form 4 de stuff.
I wan darling to master form 4 syllabus.
Now haven late, u still got chance to chase back de...
I believe u can de o, Jia You!!!
Lao gong will help u n support u all the time.

No fear k? After this exam, man man lai study, man man chase back ur study...
Got me wit u, dun scare scare o ^^
Muackx!!!

Roof Top

I should post this blog to my main blog,
But nvm, I post here ba...

Juz now, half hour ago...
My dad talk wit me abt our neighbour.
The family who live at the back of my house always cook.
They cook nvm, they still build an extension out of the back yard.
(Means the halaman rumah, they still wanna extend out...)
All those oil n smell always blown to my house.
The noisy sound from the wok, kacao my family sleeping time, especially my niece.
They did this day n night, kinna over huh?

It's been a year, my dad cannot tahan already.
Last two day, when he pesan they start cook.
My dad use the aerosol and spray out through the variant (抽油烟机)
They aint scare, still doing the same thing.
Until today, my dad use another tactic, which is spread the cat's fur out from the variant.
It kena them, they scare already....
And finally they close down ^^

After he mention this to me, I feel like my dad is a "House Of Hero" -_-
Later on he ask me when holiday that time need to help him to clear the water stain at the roof.
Coz there's a hole there n the water will keep on the roof if rain.
He wanted me to help him clear it n make a hole to let it flow off.
I think this coming mid term holiday I need to give him a hand for it.

Then, he said his dream to me.
He said that he wanted me to build a upper storey for the house (3rd storey),
Coz if can see the view of the whole KL. And it was quite high.
Me n him planned to climb up the roof top n see the view,
But too bad I cant make it, im abit scare of height...
My dad dont encourage me to climb.

He mention the plan to me, and I was listening to his plan.
He even wanted my room to extend outside.
The plan is quite nice, he leave this plan for me to do it in the future.
This was his dream...
His dream that he always wanted to become true.

I was wondering, if I have that amount of power n money to decorate it,
I would like to decorate as my father wanted me to...
I wont let him down...

A meaningful poem

This is a poem I found from a site...
It is quite meaningful, darling can try to read ^^

Like starlight from a thousand miles away,
we can only gaze at each other.
Trust that love does not lie,
and that it is only treasured separately.

The wish that I am waiting for,
always ends in disappointment,
like a brilliant meteor falling to its end.

How will the power from your love,
fly towards...
an unreachable place so far away.
The distant starlight can only be admired.

Will you do the same,
and keep love inside your heart?

Even if the star-filler sky,
grants me a thousand wishes.
I only want to have you,
always be by my side...

2/5/09

It is one week past since the last time i post blog.
This one whole week, we onli study for 3 days n holiday for 4 days.
Yea, sounds very nice, can relax.
But I cant see dar in school T.T
I miss her alot...

Tuesday when I meet her.
I feel that she's already relax alot.
Coz her competition finally over le.
Her eye and the way she smile different le.
I feel happy when see her like that ^^
The way we communicate also much more better le XD

My form5 intervesi exam finally over,
7th May 2009 is diagnostic exam...
Haiz, exam juz finish, another exam coming soon agn...
Really bored plus tired.
I miss dar de massage alot XD

Darling, that day is the day my friend celebrate my birthday wit me.
U cant come on that day because ur parent not allow u to go.
But it's ok, i dint feel disappointed abt it.
Dar dun feel down abt it k? I know u wanted to come celebrate wit me alot d.
U got heart toward it jiu ok le...
Plus, that day not the exact birthday ma.
Birthday onli, every year also can celebrate once nor.
Hehe~

Although I promised u to be happy on that day.
But I dont feel the real happy although it is happy.
Blek, the real happy is with darling ^^
It's real d, i swear...

There's many thing I wanted to tell darling, but dunno y I juz cant type it out in blog...
Maybe I used to tell darling le...

Aiksssss, forget abt it...
Hope that everyday also school day.
Coz I can always meet her o. ><
I miss her smell, i miss to hug her, i miss her looks, i miss her voice, i miss the time she's wit me~~~ @@