Since we are together,

wad i had contributed for u,

wad i had done for u,

all the things that i had did just for u...

did i do i correctly?

or i did it all in wrong way?

I tried my real best already,

I dint receive any words from u,

I cant read ur answer,

I dont know how will u feel towards me.

Lao po,

Can u feel my love, my care?

Sometimes,

i would sit on the sofa,

listen to the music,

sleep on the bed,

or even stand at there,

doing nothing but juz thinking of u.

Since very long time ago,

I knew how to cover my emotions.

All I have to do is smile.

Today, I dont care whether i am happy or not,

all i have to do is smile.

When im happy, I smile.

When im not happy, I smile too.

But when the time I am beside u,

I feel happy...very happy...

Thats where my true smiles from...

My mind getting blank, except u.

I dont know, i juz wan to help lao po.

Im moving deeper into lao po's life,

I juz wanna keep moving, n keep moving...

Until u can get pure happiness from me.

I dont know whether im important for u onot.

But I still tried my best to be as good as possible.

I never force myself to do that,

I do it by my heart...

I dont know y im so willing.

Yesterday, it was the annual party.

This was the 2nd time I past this party wit her.

It was a moody day for her.

Everything abt me n her are grey in colour.

Even the day before that she's like that...

I dont know wad to do...Really.

This time, it was a bad time for us.

Lao po lost ur ring, I tried to advice her.

But she agreed that I dont love her.

I cant hold my tears in my heart, I cried out.

I never cry like yesterday before.

Im so weak, im so useless!

Im not a good boy friend....

Lao po, im sorry...

I still love u very much,

I will keep on loving u...

Lao po, i dunno wad i wan to write le.

I forget all the words that i wanted to type.

I'll stop here...

Bye~