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It was raining season...

I am having my SPM examination.

Although I looks nothing,

but, I feel very complicate...

I dont know wad im thinking.

Seems that this exam gives me alot of pressure.

The day before my examination,

I would like to thx lao po for the sudden appear.

I am surprise n I feel very happy to see u there.

I really wanted to come over n sit beside u.

N when I tell Ken that I wanted to sit beside u,

his mood change, he say he will be alone after I go.

Since he open his mouth, I could not sit beside lao po.

I asked lao po to sit wit me, but she could not too.

Coz her junior was there.

Although it was a disappointing one,

But it's really fine for me,

I really feel very happy to see lao po there le.

Lao po, I really not purposely duwan sit wit u demi fren d.

But I really cant leave him alone,

因为他已经开了口说他会孤独.

So I am forced to sit wit him.

Lao po, I guess u know the feeling le ba?

although I am really not purpose.

Abt that night, sorry...

I gave ur mommy scold, n I made u unhappy.

Lao po, dont die...

Lao po, dont lie to me...

Dont hide anythings from me...

Every ppl got their anger, it depends how u look into the matter.

Actually I know wad ur mood.

I can see the colour in ur heart.

U are always unhappy.

Actually I feel very wrong.

Sometimes I even think that im not deserve to be a good bf for u.

Die de is me...

My heart, full of u...

When I read ur blog,

I tell myself, "I know wad u are thinking now."

U leave comment on facebook,

I do feel very happy, but I dont dare to reply the comment.

I scare ur mommy saw wad I reply.

Im sorry

About that word,

I wont use those kind of words le k?

U dont like, juz let lao gong know.

Dont keep it inside ur heart.

Its ok for u to tell me, I'll accept it.

Im sorry once agn.

I really dunno how to help lao po.

My mind is blank except u.

I dreamed u everyday.

I miss u every moment.

My mind juz full of u...

And I feel very sorry,

Because I made lao po dropped so many tears.

Ur heart always pain.

Lao po, I dont know wad happened to us.

Both of us seems like cold cold already.

Can we talk abt this?

Lao po, after listen words from my father.

I feel that im very lucky to have u in my life.

I feel very happy, because I dint choose a wrong person to love.

And I would like to tell lao po again.

I onli love u, I love u forever ^^

I wont leave u!