Our 3rd Month

Its been a long time agn,
sorry that I never post recently.
My com cant use after my dad did something very shock to it.
All of my files and memories that I had stored since 5 years ago has been lost.
My pics, songs, text, file and etc all juz like tsunami gone le.
I cant accept the fact n cried on that night,
my 5 years of my stuff washed away..
Lao po sure worry me alot, sayang back k?
My heart kinna weak huh?
I was wondering, I lost my files I also like wan die wan die jor.
I wonder if I lost u, how will I be???

Now, my brain like kosong le.
I havent recover from the shock.
Last time I use my computer to entertain myself.
I wrote all my mood inside n took alot of pic inside.
I did alot of my stuff in the computer.
It juz like a sudden my files inside my com lost.
But luckily I still can recover my picture back into my computer.
It tooks me alot of time to find back all the pic using a program.

Try to imagine if the computer changed to u.
All my love n cares towards u gone suddenly, how pain am I will be.
I duwan to lost u...

In this 3 months, we contribute alot of time together le hor?
The moment we hold our hand in the bus, walk inside the leisure mall,
walking back from school with rain and at the end we basah le, ghost house in carnival day,
1st time kissing u in the lab, and the 1st time u kiss me inside the lab while we sitting, passing my birthday wit me, our hugs (May20th) and many many more.
This is our 最幸福 de moment hor? Hehe.
These memories I wont forget in my life...
Lao po, u are the most precious people in my life.
If u are here now, I want to hug u tight and say I love u.
I wan u to feel wad im feeling ^^

Start this 3rd month onwards, we might having a hard time le.
I dunno this is my mental problem or wad.
This is one of my reason which makes me unhappy.
I feel that, when my ex gf wit me, we together until the 3rd months onward,
there will be something that causes problems n break.
This is wad I had experience since last time.
Im very scare tat this problem will happens to us,
I dunno, I really dunno wad to do but juz to try my best maintain our love.
This can be consider as a 恐惧 to me ba.
Im trying to cope over this matter.
But lao po, u must also help me to overcome this problem.
I need u to cheer me up...

Lao po, sorry that recently im so moody.
Everything problems comes to me suddenly.
I really cant withstand wit the pressure I have.
It makes me think alot of unhappy stuff.
But I'd tried to calm my self down.
Im thinking of u always to reduce my pressure.

(Haha, everyone will got their moody de moment.
I think this is my turn that my problem come le..)

Recently, we less sms le.
Last night, I keep on slide my phone waiting ur msg.
At the end we cant manage to sms because of the stupid digi problem.
Another reason if because of study,
I think lao po also wait for my msg everytime when im busy ba?
Exam, we both also busy for study and revise.
Im sorry that I makes u become lonely recently.
I hope u can understand my situation.
After exam, this problem wont exist le ba? ^^

Well, we had passed our 3rd month together.
It also 1/4 years le lu, a quarter year XD.
Aiks, we still got a long way to go.
Anyway, happy 3rd month aniversary o.
I must be happy always ><