April 17th

In the midnight, we both had a bad time.
A real bad time~
Darling's mood was 360 degree changed.
She cant hold on and express her feeling on me towards her life.
I'd adviced her n bring back darling up in mood.
That night, I will not forget that I had cried for her.
It happened naturally, I cant control it.
I cant see dar suffer like this...
(Dar, dun say sorry to me... U did not wrong.)
Thx dar for sharing all ur things to me.
Since we are couple, I always cares abt u.
I tried my best to make u happy n feel bless in ur life.
Im trying to fix all of the sadness that u had now or in future.
We both must love n care each other well,
I wan to pass every moment wit dar happily everyday.

Darling not in the mood in the morning,
but during recess time, she starting to gain back the happy mood le ^^
After school, I pass by the st john room n visit her for awhile.
She was not happy agn because her friend not going to see doctor.
Phew~~

When I hug dar after her training today,
I feel like all my stress are gone.
All the sadness could bring to happiness.
The feeling was totally different until I cant describe it.
It juz like we are in our world already ^^
Dar, do u feel the same thing wit me?
Ya, we both are very tired recently,
But must rest more ok?

I gave her my kiss, it can consider our 1st kiss,
And it can be consider as another step for us ba?
It's a sudden from me...
Sorry I'd stolen it from u, it's our 1st time.
I know u havent ready yet, so I had to say sorry for that ><
Hope that will become a memories and promises between us.
A perjanjian that we both will never leave each other and love each other with our true heart.
If it's possible, I wan our relation to be forever...
(I need to highlight something... Darling, today is the 1st time u kiss me. I would never forget today and I would like to THX darling, I was so happy...)

Lao po,
Now, I cant except u from my life,
U had become a routine for me.
My mind packed of u.
I love u very much.
I meant it ^^