My 1st Post...

Hi, everyone...
This blog is about me and her.
And of course, the "her" I mean is Sharon Lai.
My one and only one Darling...
So, don't ya try to get her from me.
Because she is mine!!!

Let me share our story in this blog.
Hmm, i get to know her since last year (2008).
It happened when i entered the cadet police and took part the GO & NGO competition.
She was in the St John Ambulance and we both took part on it...
That day, I'm a stupid guy who being a fool on that day.
Wearing a big sized sunglasses.
(I believe she know that because I looks funny :P)

In that competition, both of our uniformed unit lost.
Every of the St John's member seems unhappy on that day.
What I can do is to make them smile and cheer them up.
Since that day, I meet her.

After few days, I get to know her name from her name tag (printed as : Sharon) :P
If im not mistaken, we were at the school parking lot there.
She gives me a good impression at 1st.
I get to know her from the "rumah sukan" group,
and also from my god cousin(biu mui), Cu San...

At first, I never pay alot of notice on her...
Me and her are just normal friend and being unfamiliar.
Our relation get closer at May Teng's birthday party.
At Alam Damai there, she was there wit one of her friend.
I remember I make her laugh until she cant manage to eat.
Funny huh???
(U still remember my jokes? The chicken wing :P)
To bad I went off abit earlier, because I need to go to my friend's house warming.

We started sms...
Day by day, our relation getting closer and stronger.
I become his god daddy.
We both do enjoy smsing each other,
just like couple alike.
And we both like each other too... (according to our feel na)
But too bad, we din't become couple at the end...

We yet sms...
Do cares each other well.
But we never express our love before.
Being secret,
I like her more n more,
She do like me more n more.
I feel complicated during that moment,
and I don't know whether she's really love me or not...

Badly, I got the wrong decision.
I din't think before I choose.
I choose another people instead of her.
Because I concluded that me and her's relation are until daddy n daughter only.
After several time, I feel that the girl not really the one I love.
That girl dint care me well, she dont understand me, she always misunderstand me,
and never find me...
My dar (Sharon), u're much more different...
Although we are not in a relation that time.
But u do care me well, u understand me well, u're also my good listener, u advice me always.
U're my ideal loves one...
From that day, I realize a good sentence...
Which is,
"Don't because u feel like wanna be in a relation, so you go find one...
Make sure u really love that people, then onli u go and be with him/her"

After that incident, I got break wit her and be with you.
Sorry for being so idiot last time...
My stupidness wrong decision...
Causes u get hurt deeply on 14/2/09.
Im so sorry... Very, very, sorry...
I had make a scar to ur heart, and my image in ur heart has broken...
I hope that you can fine me...
I wish u could understand my situation and forgive my past...

On the 22/2/09, I get to know that...
U really love me...And so me too...
On the 24/2/09, We managed to be together...

I finally realize that u're the one I should love with...
But not others, the love and care u give me is my ideal one...
I took time to consider back last time and now.
And I never feel regret being together with u...

I swear...to u, and to the god...
I feel glad to have u in my life...
I feel glad to be with u...
I feel blessed to be with u...

I wish I could be with you...
I wish we can face problem together...
I wish we can solve problem together...
I wish we can last forever...
Dont leave me...
( I know is sounds crazy, but i hope it can happen)
But no matter what...
I really love you...
Really...


**I dropped tears** (11.27pm 3/1/09)

I never copy from other place or other sentence...
It is original typed by me.
It is originally from my heart...
The words which comes from my heart...
I think I shound end here...
Tomorrow u got presentation for St. John,
try your best k? Jia You o...
Dont be scare, u're not alone.
Because im standing wit u...
I'll give u my full support...
Muacks, love u...