Thursday, March 19, 2009
Abt My Life
Darling, this is about my life, juz to share wit u, this is juz let u know onli o.
Dun let other know k? I type it since few years ago.
Dear share wit u na, i'll delete it after u finish reading,
This is wad I face last time :
Actually,my sis did moved to outside...Because of wad?...Freedom & duwan family to take care of her...she left all the things and moved out...even the car...my dad bought to her...she also left it there and stay outside liao...My dad so sad...so I always stay with my dad and we discuss alot of things..Y my sis changed to be so bad? I keep on finding her friend and tried to have a closer contact to her...but cant find any clue abt her,she like invisible le...All her friend said dint see her for long time ago...coz she never answer anyppl's call...including me n my mom...My dad so trusted her, give her all the trust, buy her a car, anything also let her to do...At the end everything was a fake,she moved away...
Me as a youngest one in my family very san fu...duno want to help who... My mom always go bet... My bro run away since i small untill now (I very long time dint see dao him le)...And now, my sis also like that~ Y it happened on me???Coz of wad???...I feel that all also my wrong, I like cant do anything... I juz stand there and see.
When i havent born(7 years b4 i born),my sis was borned(1985). After a few month,my dad flew to US and earn money at there and my mom stay at Malaysia and take care of my sis... My mom got pregnant agn and my bro was born when 1986...dat time my dad still working in US...And always send money back to Malaysia for my mom to save it...Badly, My mom went and BET all the money that my dad sent to her....My father wanted my mom use for my sis and bro and save all those money de... When my dad come back, my dad tot that he can buy a house and start a new life wit us.How know,my mom used all. My dad sure full of disappointed and very sad. He did decide to let go of the family. But at the end my dad simpati my mom and he want my mom to change. My dad come back when 1987, my sis 1years old and my bro few months old onli. My dad bring my mom to US and they both work at there. My sis and my bro was given to my grandpa(my mother side) as a babysister. When 1992, I was borned...That time they still at US, they did plan duwan to born me, coz they scare they cant affort me. They think that one son one daughter enough liao. But my dad havent see in his own eye that a Baby(that's me) from when born out until until big... My sis and bro when 1years old and few month my dad go US work liao le, cant look at them from small till big. So they dint plan to abadon me. Im so lucky and borned at US.
When i was 2years old. That means 1994. My parent n I flew back to Malaysia...My sis and bro already 8 and 9 years old.As they never saw my mom n dad before. They finnaly know who is thier mom and dad, and a Little Bro too. A Family was united. But for my bro n sis sure not biasa wit new environment ba...I think if it turns to u, ur parent give birth to u den go outstation le. 7-8 years later only come back, u sure feel not biasa right???
My bro standard one know how to lie ppl le. When my bro standard 4, he ran away from home coz my bro learn bad. Then come back, when standard 6 run agn. Form2 run agn(he's already buang sekolah)...den Age 16 he commited a crime which selling n taking drugs, he might be jailed for 10 years or given death punishment, my sis n grandma saved him, I never see him after that...He got come back once, my dad feel glad n welcome him back, he stayed overnight, until the next day he steal my dad de expensive laptop n run away n never come back agn... Until one day agn (it was CNY), he got an accident,he and his 3 friend were fall down from the genting highland moutain road while driving car. He was lucky that he never die for that acident, among 4 of them got 1 of them climb up and saved the other all 4 ppl...But unfortunely,he was dead...coz when he climb up, he used too much energy to climb up, his stomach cant stand n he passed away like that. Others are save, my bro go abit serious coz his end of his back bone cracked abit...but he still can move...nid RM10,000 to do an operation. I tot my dad duwan save him le, but my bro keep say he wan change himself n this n that. My father never kira anything wit him and helped him, he paid RM10,000 to heal my bro backbone.When the operation completed, he came back for the treatment, should be happy rite?But the sad part is, he juz come back awhile. when he come back no longer, he ran away agn. I really dunno y my bro dunno zhen xi everything that my dad given. I really hate him alot...My dad get hurt alot, but he still accept the facts... And im the one who are there for the happening...
Ok,my sis turn. She was a good girl. She's Responsible for being eldest one. Until she form 3, she starting to change but my father dint perasan. Coz my father trusted her for being a Big Sis.Ok, Form 3 PMR and Form 5 Spm, she did pass it. She went out work lo. She got a bad attitude, she always promised ppl the thing and she cant do it. Being Action, wanna Be Rich but wan senang-senang with her work, wanna show to her friend that she is rich and very trustworthy 1... But at the end she cant do it. She Fah sum too,suka-suka den like this boy, suka-suka den like other. She be bad when she cham with those bad ppl, those ppl teach her learn how to drink and many more bad stuff that I duno. This is the onli thing that I know abt her, coz she show it to me b4 and she also tell me b4. My father quite innocent, he care abt my sis so he asked her not to do smth wrong n bad... But she always used me to lie to my father, act bring me out, but throw me at my fren's house den go Pub wit frens. She ask me to act n lie my father see,i also cant do anything,so i juz can ack lu. Until now, I told my father and he knew it all. My father was very diasppointed to her. My sis blame all the thing to my father, say my dad make her very fan n always scold her den pindah out. Coz she wan freedom~But she never realize that my dad do so much thing for her... Until one day she dunno becoz of wad go borrow ah long money, owe them RM17,000. Not a small amount le. My house kena splash paint, but it's not our fault also. My dad also stand out n helped my sis for that. She also borrow money from all of my relative (about RM13,000) like that. She dint mention it to us, but we found her borrow list de book from her room. My dad yet helped her. I wonder y my sis used so much money...My maruah keluarga... Haiz...
One face I could not believe is my sis not my dad de daughter lai de...
And now, I dunno that me n my bro is my dad de son lai de or not...
But I still have to be strong...
Coz my dad tetap my dad...My mom tetap my mom :)
Now left Me, my mom and my dad.How will other ppl look at us?How would our relative look at us??? My maruah keluarga is zero already. But luckily my sis got married and now her life stable jor alot... But my bro still missing. My dad say I was lucky coz I can see many things in my own eye and gain many experience.My family....... I get many advice from my dad n myself and I learned to be strong. I know wad is correct, wad is wrong. So i know being a ppl is like that, I know many thing, I suffer many. I got the pain that other dun have, I see my dad so cham so I always chat with my dad and be wit him. My life very fan d, my family, not like a family.But my relationship between my dad and me wont change. Dont see me smile always. im juz think positive n being happy all the time.
Dun let other know k? I type it since few years ago.
Dear share wit u na, i'll delete it after u finish reading,
This is wad I face last time :
Actually,my sis did moved to outside...Because of wad?...Freedom & duwan family to take care of her...she left all the things and moved out...even the car...my dad bought to her...she also left it there and stay outside liao...My dad so sad...so I always stay with my dad and we discuss alot of things..Y my sis changed to be so bad? I keep on finding her friend and tried to have a closer contact to her...but cant find any clue abt her,she like invisible le...All her friend said dint see her for long time ago...coz she never answer anyppl's call...including me n my mom...My dad so trusted her, give her all the trust, buy her a car, anything also let her to do...At the end everything was a fake,she moved away...
Me as a youngest one in my family very san fu...duno want to help who... My mom always go bet... My bro run away since i small untill now (I very long time dint see dao him le)...And now, my sis also like that~ Y it happened on me???Coz of wad???...I feel that all also my wrong, I like cant do anything... I juz stand there and see.
When i havent born(7 years b4 i born),my sis was borned(1985). After a few month,my dad flew to US and earn money at there and my mom stay at Malaysia and take care of my sis... My mom got pregnant agn and my bro was born when 1986...dat time my dad still working in US...And always send money back to Malaysia for my mom to save it...Badly, My mom went and BET all the money that my dad sent to her....My father wanted my mom use for my sis and bro and save all those money de... When my dad come back, my dad tot that he can buy a house and start a new life wit us.How know,my mom used all. My dad sure full of disappointed and very sad. He did decide to let go of the family. But at the end my dad simpati my mom and he want my mom to change. My dad come back when 1987, my sis 1years old and my bro few months old onli. My dad bring my mom to US and they both work at there. My sis and my bro was given to my grandpa(my mother side) as a babysister. When 1992, I was borned...That time they still at US, they did plan duwan to born me, coz they scare they cant affort me. They think that one son one daughter enough liao. But my dad havent see in his own eye that a Baby(that's me) from when born out until until big... My sis and bro when 1years old and few month my dad go US work liao le, cant look at them from small till big. So they dint plan to abadon me. Im so lucky and borned at US.
When i was 2years old. That means 1994. My parent n I flew back to Malaysia...My sis and bro already 8 and 9 years old.As they never saw my mom n dad before. They finnaly know who is thier mom and dad, and a Little Bro too. A Family was united. But for my bro n sis sure not biasa wit new environment ba...I think if it turns to u, ur parent give birth to u den go outstation le. 7-8 years later only come back, u sure feel not biasa right???
My bro standard one know how to lie ppl le. When my bro standard 4, he ran away from home coz my bro learn bad. Then come back, when standard 6 run agn. Form2 run agn(he's already buang sekolah)...den Age 16 he commited a crime which selling n taking drugs, he might be jailed for 10 years or given death punishment, my sis n grandma saved him, I never see him after that...He got come back once, my dad feel glad n welcome him back, he stayed overnight, until the next day he steal my dad de expensive laptop n run away n never come back agn... Until one day agn (it was CNY), he got an accident,he and his 3 friend were fall down from the genting highland moutain road while driving car. He was lucky that he never die for that acident, among 4 of them got 1 of them climb up and saved the other all 4 ppl...But unfortunely,he was dead...coz when he climb up, he used too much energy to climb up, his stomach cant stand n he passed away like that. Others are save, my bro go abit serious coz his end of his back bone cracked abit...but he still can move...nid RM10,000 to do an operation. I tot my dad duwan save him le, but my bro keep say he wan change himself n this n that. My father never kira anything wit him and helped him, he paid RM10,000 to heal my bro backbone.When the operation completed, he came back for the treatment, should be happy rite?But the sad part is, he juz come back awhile. when he come back no longer, he ran away agn. I really dunno y my bro dunno zhen xi everything that my dad given. I really hate him alot...My dad get hurt alot, but he still accept the facts... And im the one who are there for the happening...
Ok,my sis turn. She was a good girl. She's Responsible for being eldest one. Until she form 3, she starting to change but my father dint perasan. Coz my father trusted her for being a Big Sis.Ok, Form 3 PMR and Form 5 Spm, she did pass it. She went out work lo. She got a bad attitude, she always promised ppl the thing and she cant do it. Being Action, wanna Be Rich but wan senang-senang with her work, wanna show to her friend that she is rich and very trustworthy 1... But at the end she cant do it. She Fah sum too,suka-suka den like this boy, suka-suka den like other. She be bad when she cham with those bad ppl, those ppl teach her learn how to drink and many more bad stuff that I duno. This is the onli thing that I know abt her, coz she show it to me b4 and she also tell me b4. My father quite innocent, he care abt my sis so he asked her not to do smth wrong n bad... But she always used me to lie to my father, act bring me out, but throw me at my fren's house den go Pub wit frens. She ask me to act n lie my father see,i also cant do anything,so i juz can ack lu. Until now, I told my father and he knew it all. My father was very diasppointed to her. My sis blame all the thing to my father, say my dad make her very fan n always scold her den pindah out. Coz she wan freedom~But she never realize that my dad do so much thing for her... Until one day she dunno becoz of wad go borrow ah long money, owe them RM17,000. Not a small amount le. My house kena splash paint, but it's not our fault also. My dad also stand out n helped my sis for that. She also borrow money from all of my relative (about RM13,000) like that. She dint mention it to us, but we found her borrow list de book from her room. My dad yet helped her. I wonder y my sis used so much money...My maruah keluarga... Haiz...
One face I could not believe is my sis not my dad de daughter lai de...
And now, I dunno that me n my bro is my dad de son lai de or not...
But I still have to be strong...
Coz my dad tetap my dad...My mom tetap my mom :)
Now left Me, my mom and my dad.How will other ppl look at us?How would our relative look at us??? My maruah keluarga is zero already. But luckily my sis got married and now her life stable jor alot... But my bro still missing. My dad say I was lucky coz I can see many things in my own eye and gain many experience.My family....... I get many advice from my dad n myself and I learned to be strong. I know wad is correct, wad is wrong. So i know being a ppl is like that, I know many thing, I suffer many. I got the pain that other dun have, I see my dad so cham so I always chat with my dad and be wit him. My life very fan d, my family, not like a family.But my relationship between my dad and me wont change. Dont see me smile always. im juz think positive n being happy all the time.
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