Words...

During a phone call,
sweet changes to darkness suddenly.
One topic,
both of us also dunno how to settle.
I cant smile,
even her also.
It's abt me.

One small words,
can make me down.
One small words,
brings strong meaning.
One small words,
makes me feel speechless?

Is those words really so important?
Is it got no difference?
If no, why mention?
Although u say u nothing,
I can feel tat u're unhappy,
I can feel tat u're moody,
all because from tat word, n my respond.
Tat words brought alot of meaning.
Or maybe I get it all wrong...
But y I hear the voice of crying?
Y I feel tat u're moody???

Wad should I do?
U ask me to be back myself.
But why?!
Is it because wad i'd done?
One small thing,
will make u speak out this words?
I cant do it as u ask me to be back myself!

Everytime when we meet this problem,
am i not strong enough to balance back the thing ma?
My weak part in this problem is,
I cant react juz like tat,
I cant react naturally,
I need to take time.