Feels Like Tonight

I dunno wad's the title for this,
So I jux put this title, Kaka.

Lao po, I feel so sorry recently,
Since my phone masuk kilang n use this cacat nokia phone,
My phone keep on send msg pending de..
Sometimes I dint notice, make u wait le quite long.
Argh... My bad...
Stupid phone.
Lao po sure feel lonely n cold le,
coz I macam dint care dao u. :(

Baby, recently are u always fan?
Relax, dont think too manything,
share wit lao gong, lao gong will face it wit u..
U always headache ler, have more rest k?
Lao gong will massage for u,
Lao po, take a deep breath when u feel fan.
Dont skip meal, drink more water,
Dont get sick...sleep well.

Hmm, yesterday u dint eat ur lunch n diner.
I made u worry abt me agn,
school kenakan me some case,
but I had settle it wit my mom le.
Everything is fine, lao po, dont worry le.
Im sorry... I know I shouldnt say it, but I gotta say.
Coz is my wrong.
U were very tired on that day,
Same as me, but I managed to sleep very long.
I break my record too...
Im sorry once again.

Lao po, I was shocked to hear that CL n DC break up.
It was very pity for their 10 months relation.
I feel sad for them too,
I gave CL advice 1st n heard her story from her.
Then, I hear the story from DC.
I realize that, being a couple at secondary school stage, not easy...
Both couple need to understand each other well.
Both must manage to communicate well,
Not juz in Love, but in all aspect...
And, every arguement, there wont be a ppl correct all.
Both will be wrong...
Couple will misunderstand sometimes,
dont think it too wide..
That's my conclusion abt CL n DC.
Hope they'll have a nice life after that incident.

Today, during the afternoon,
after the rainning,
me, lao po, and the st john gang went around the school area n distribute flyers.
It is abt blood donation.
We all do have a tired time.
The weather are sunny,
We almost become roasted pig XD.
After few hours time, we finally finish our job.
We went back to school.
While walking back, It reminds me abt one day.
Where we 1st time sit bus go outside together.
We 1st time walk back school and wit rain some more.
The moment where we hold our hands together n run back to school.
Im sorry again, coz I do everything too fast, lao po worry me will tired.

Then, we went to leisure mall.
KH fetch me, lao po, sw, and lt go there.
We still left some flyers, we finish it all at there.
We went back, then we had change to spend time together in st john room le.
We promise not to let anyone know wad we done inside there.
But we enjoy being over there.
We leaved some unforgetable memories.

We went to pasar malam later,
juz to distribute the remaining flyers.
It can consider the 1st time I walk pasar malam wit lao po.
I feel so happy to spend this moment wit lao po.
Although we are doing our task.
After finish distribute the flyers.
All of us heading back le.
I accompany lao po and treat her pearl milk tea le.
Aih, she got no more money because of the printing cost.
She went back, and I walk back.
While in the half way, I saw her mother.
I feel scare that her mother will suspect us pak toh.
But luckily her mom dint.
Then, we called it a day..

Here comes one case, about Shue Wen n Sow Ling.
They both are girl..
Im kinna salute them for their long relation.
They had been together for 2 years ++.
Soon, they will face one big problem.
It's abt gender n religion.
SW feel very down when think abt it.
I adviced her...

" Since u know the day will come, u had think further, then prepare to face it. Try ur best to do wadever u can. U know that day will be a sad day, U gotta do alot of happy thing. Let it melt into memories that cant be forgoten. Until that sad day come, U both forced to leave, U can still keep the happy memories, happy moment with u even u are sad. Or maybe wad u had done will change everything... Appricate every moment wit ur love one...Good Luck! "

I juz wanna share this wit lao po, hope u get the message from it.


Lao po, no matter how, our love wont end...
Lao gong will keep on create happiness wit u.
Lao gong will protect u every moment.
I will do wadever I can for u...
Our relation wont be like DC n CL.
I wan our relation to be special...
Lao po, I love you.
I wont leave u..